❝ it is all the same, kim namjoon will love her, and he will love him. at least that is as clear as the moon in the nighttime and as the sun in the day. it is the way that the world works. who is he to bring turmoil to it? ❞
- a story between the be...
Namjoon was stressed. So stressed. Their concert was coming up. But that wasn't the reason. Something Jimin had said about him and Jin had made him question himself.
He couldn't possibly feel that way about Jin. Not Jin. Jin was like a brother to him.
Plus he had Ji-hye, who else would he ever need when he had her. Yet why did he mind keep drifting back to Jin.
Even if he liked Jin that way, it would be hopeless. It was hopeless. Jin would never in a million years see him that way. He needed to move on before he go hurt or hurt Ji-hye in the process.
She deserved better than him.
Jin deserved better than him as well.
Sighing Namjoon cursed Jimin. Why in the world did he have to put this idea on his head. He didn't have time to think about this.
Pulling himself out of his seat, he went to look for Jin. He could hear Jin singing with that beautiful voice of his as he got ready for the day. He stood outside listening to Jin's sweet humming for a bit. Then he hesitantly knocked on the door, swiftly opening it Jin gave him a cheeky smile.
And let him into the room.
"Jin I..." Namjoon trailed off forgetting what he was saying, once he saw Jin's absolutely adorable smile that light up his eyes beautifully.
"Yes" Jin promoted feeling a bit flustered at the way Namjoon was looking at him.
"I was wondering if you" he froze what was he thinking, he couldn't ask Jin that. They were friends. He tensed and instead said "Were ready for the concert yet" he trailed off not saying what was actually on his mind.
Jin sighed "I will be soon."
Namjoon awkwardly coughed looking anywhere but Jin. How had he never realized how pretty Jin was, he was beautiful. He frowned he shouldn't be thinking these things. He then had a sudden idea. A idea that should get rid of all these strange emotions he was feeling around Jin. It would be perfect.
"Anyways I came in here to tell you that I'm bringing Ji-hye here today to meet everyone. I can't wait for you too meet her" Namjoon relpied happiness coursing through his viens. This was perfect with Ji-hye and Jin in the same room he could realize just how perfect she was for him.
He could have sworn a flash of something that looked like pain passed through Jin's face. But it was gone as soon as it had appeared, probably his imagination. Jin smiled, and softly said "I'll be there, don't you worry!"
Don't cry Jin. Don't cry Jin.
Jin blinked furiously as he smiled at Namjoon, and tried not to let the tears fall. It had to happen eventually. They were getting serious, Jin just had to deal with it.
Don't cry Jin. Don't cry.
Walking out of Jin's room Namjoon flashed him a smile and sweetly said "Lunch is ready are you coming?"
Jin barely managed a smile back as he said "Just give me a minute" he stuffed his hands into his pocket.
Nodding Namjoon left the room. Burying his face into his pillow Jin started screaming out of frustration. After a while he started crying.
Sometimes he really hated his life.
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I still feel like shit.😑
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