HURT | namjin.

thirty-seven

Namjoon's head snapped up, eyes wide. What had Jin just said? He must have heard that wrong.

Jin just sadly smiled at the guy in front of him however, he couldn't be with Namjoon. It wasn't right. "I'm with Jimin."

Namjoon gulped, a lump was forming in his throat and he could feel the sting of rejection in his heart and all the while he was carefully blinking back tears.

Gluping again to take a breath of the fresh air, he just nodded didn't really want to say a word. He just wanted to go into his room, and preferably never come out again."Hey" Jin mummered, reaching for him but Namjoon just looked away.

Jin frowned, why was he being so difficult? Now was not the time, he quickly stopped the younger by grabbing his shoulders and making him face him. Namjoon flinched unwilling to look at him, and Jin just groaned.

"Look Joon, I don't love Jimin" He just uttered out, defeated. Namjoon has refused to look up at him, but hearing those words Namjoon slowly looked up.

"You don't love him?" he softly asked a hint of hope back into his voice. Jin frowned.

"Well I do" Jin started and stopped when he saw Namjoon's face. "Bu-but I love you more" He shyly admitted.

Namjoon smiled got bigger as Jin went on "But I can't be with you just yet. I want to wait until Jimin is finally happy. I owe him that much."

Namjoon's smile faltered, he could see where Jin was coming from. But it still kind of hurt. He wanted Jin, he'd waited ten months for him. How much longer must he wait?

He would try to wait for Jin though.

"I understand" he softly mummered and the smile that lit up Jin's face made him smile back. That smile was worth waiting a million lifetimes.

"Thank you" Jin shyly replied, sticking his hands into his pocket. It was a nervous habit. Namjoon stepped even closer and Jin couldn't help it, as he pulled the younger into his arms.

Hugging him softly Namjoon finally relaxed his tensed up body into Jin's willing arms. Burying his face into the crook of Jin's neck he nuzzled his nose along his soft skin, and sighed. He felt safe at last.

In the end he could always depend on Jin, pulling the younger closer to him, so there wasn't not a inch of space between them Jin hugged him tighter. They didn't know how long they stayed in that position.

They stayed for quite a while though, comfortable, safe, warm and finally at peace. Finally noticing the light of dawn peeking out from behind the beautiful clouds Namjoon carefully pulled himself away from Jin. Jin almost whined at that, he didn't want to let him go but he did anyways.

He changed his mind, he didn't want to let Namjoon go. Pulling him back towards him, he cupped Namjoons cheeks in his hand as he rested his forehead alongside his face, staring into the youngers beautiful eyes.

"You have no idea how much I want to kiss you right now." Jin slowly mummerd smiling at the beautiful blush that coated Namjoons cheek faintly as his words.

"Th-Than do it" Namjoon sttured out and now it was Jin's turn to blush. "I can't" He replied and gulping said "I'm still with Jimin."

Namjoon groaned and had to bite his tongue in order to not scream or yell in frustration but he had a idea. "How about we help Jimin out."

[Jimin's pov]

Groaning Jimin rolled to the side, it was cold. Yawning, his eyes opened, where had Jin gone?

Fumbling around, he grabbed his shoes and wrapped a robe around his body and headed out of the room. It was bright out, the lights were all on. It was still nighttime though, how many people were out right now?