Accidental • D.S

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Stella
after the final song, the boys all said their thank you's and then joined me backstage. daniel dashed off stage and came running for me. he lunged at me and picked me up. i latched my legs around his waist as he took me in his embrace. out of no where, i broke down in tears. my tears drenched his shoulder, but he didn't care, he left me to cry. after a short while he walked over to the couch and sat down. i sat on his lap, still crying into his suit. he rubbed circles on my back and softly sang, 'taking you' in his own little version. it instantly calmed me down. my sobbing became quieter and quieter until it stopped. there was no one in the room just us. all the boys had come off stage and just left us to be with one another. i really appreciated them all. i took the courage to pull out and look into his ocean eyes. "hey" i spoke. he looked at me directly in the eye and said; "you literally have no idea how much i love you." i smiled at him. "i love you too."

we chatted a small bit about jays funeral and how i just needed to cry because i had been storing so much emotion inside of me. he understood me in no way anyone else did.

he intertwined his fingers with mine and we walked out of the venue. there was a small few fans waiting there for him. i was expecting him to unlace our hands but he didn't, instead he made his grip tighter. the fans looked confused so i just kept my head down. daniel said a brief hello to them before leading me onto the tour bus. we had been in the dressing room for roughly an hour so the boys looked relieved to see us. without any word the boys all stood up and engulfed me into a huge group hug.

i woke up, cuddled up to daniel in his bunk. he got the bigger bunk because he was sharing with me. i smiled and nuzzled my head into the crook of his neck. he was awake and on his phone. "hey did you see this?" he asked showing me the screen of his phone.

@wdwdrama

wdwdrama; daniel seavey was seen leaving the helinski venue an hour after the show with a girl and they were holding hands?! this girl was also seen on the boys instagram stories back in la (see previous post) and she got on the tour bus last night and left with them. what the hell does this mean?! @seaveydaniel we need answers!!
[tagged; @seaveydaniel]

i rolled my eyes. "i'm sorry." i mumbled. "no don't be, i'm telling people today." he replied. "don't be afraid." daniel leaned over and gave me a peck on the lips. i felt a wave of relief wash over me. i felt safe with daniel and it felt good to know that someone actually cared about me. daniel sat up and hopped out of the bunk. "dani, wait." i said, almost in a whisper. he heard me though and turned to face me in the bunk. he was tall so he could see right into type high bunk. "i love you." he smiled at my comment. "so much." i added. "and i love you so much more" he said back. i sheepishly smiled at him as he walked off.

Daniel
"so you're really doing this?" corbyn asked. "of course i am! people already have been speculating it so i need to do this as soon as possible, besides its been long enough. i'm positive stella is forever" i replied. "awh daniel is gone all soft" jonah smiled. "what can i say, stella is the best"

i wrote a caption to the picture while stella was shaking beside me. i hesitantly pressed post to my instagram page. but i did it and lay back. stella was on the verge of tears. "hey, don't cry." i soothed, taking her into my lap. i cuddled her, ignoring the rapid flashes coming from the screen of my phone. "what if everyone hates me?" she panicked. "stella, that really doesn't matter. i love you so much and the boys do too" "hell yeah we do!" zach shouted, trying to lighten the mood. "you guys are so damn cute" jack smiled at us. "i love you baby" stella whispered into my ear. i clung onto her tighter.

after a few hours of staying away from instagram, stella and i sat down to look. she grimaced and looked away as i went into the app. i sighed with relief, the majority of the comments were amazing and so positive. a lot of fan pages had reposted my photo, freaking out. "is it bad?" she asked peeking at my phone. "nope" i replied smiling at her. "everyone loves you"
a single tear slipped out of her eye. "it's all good stell" i said, planting a kiss on her temple.

stella was laying down on the couch. she had drifted off to sleep. i spooned her, tracing shapes on her lower back. her skin was smooth and warm. "awh daniel" corbyn whispered from across the room. "y'all are too cute" jonah sighed. i smiled at the boys simple comments.