My Abusive Thug

Chapter 14: A Moment of Truth

I could never get over you baby
When I first met you man it was so crazy
You thought I was feelin' myself, to me you so freakin' arrogant
I could never forget the loser, you really was hanging with
I'm tryna forget the people that told you I wasn't it

Never get over the look you give me like I could get it, if I was with it?
First time you kissed me, I could tell it was different
The feeling that I was gettin'
This feelin' that I been missing my whole life I ain't tryna let it go

I know that I be trippin, but I ain't never gave my heart to nobody
I thought I did but when you came I proved that I really didn't
Anything you do I find it in my heart to forgive it

I can't stop loving you
Lo-Loving you
I'll never stop loving you
Lo-Loving you
Loving you-Lo-Loving you

And I can't get over you
All-All over you
Can't get over you-all all over you
All all over you-all all over you

Everybody's talkin' bout what we doin'
If we ever gone make it? Is you really in love? And will he even be faithful?
I ain't trippin' about what they be talkin' about
If they ain't talkin' bout us then we ain't doing it right

Boy I'll never get over the look you give me like I could get it, if I was with it?
First time you kissed me, I could tell it was different
The feeling that I was gettin'
This feelin' that I been missing my whole life I ain't tryna let it go

I know that I be trippin, but I ain't never gave my heart to nobody
I thought I did, but when you came up proved that I really didn't
Anything you do I find it in my heart to forgive it

My, my heart ripping I could never stop loving you
I ain't afraid to go and find forever if I can I find it in you
Its funny that forever seems to take forever to lose I'll choose
You consider all this a dream my Hollywood hallelujah
A metaphor goes written by the producer of the show
I want you to know babe
To know that I'm thankful
Ball and chain just saying don't mean my ankles
Uh, they say tomorrow isn't promised and genius is short of crazy
Till my heart beats lazy
Heart, heart beats lazy

OMG Girlz - Can't Stop Loving You 💙💜❤️

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One Month Later

Mel's Pov

"You sure your gonna be okay while I'm gone? I can cancel with Drake if you want." Says Lena

"Lena I'm fine I promise. Go out and have a good time. Don't let your outfit go to waste. You look like a million bucks. Drakes not going to be able to keep his hand off you tonight."

"Thanks baby and that's the plan." Says Lena with a smirk on her face.

She grabs her keys off the key hook before leaving.

At least one of us is going out tonight. I rarely leave the house. I'm not gonna lie I miss Marques. It's like some days I hate him and the next I love him. I'm just so confused I don't know what I want. I can't stop crying it's all I do.

I can say that I'm strong. I have yet to answer his calls. I'm doing a good job of ignoring him. I want him to feel my pain. I need to see a change in him. I refuse to keep being abused. I'm tired of rocking black eyes and busted lips.

When I told my family they were in shock. They still can't believe that Marques is capable of such a thing. They basically put all the blame on Leah.

Speaking of Leah I hear she's out of the hospital now. She in a wheel chair now. I do feel bad for her. I never went to visit her in the hospital. They sent her to a pyscho ward. That's where she belongs trying to kill herself. I was afraid I might get angry and cause some serious damage. She's been calling me non stop. I honestly have nothing to say to her. I was the best friend she's ever had. It's crazy think that someone I've known since the 1st grade could betray me like that. If she needed the money all she had to do was ask. I would have gave it to her no questions asked because that's the type of friend I am. I guess some people just can't be trusted.