Homeward Bound

Chapter 32: Last Minute Trip To London

Evelyn's POV

I sit in Tony's lab watching the live feed from everyone's suits rubbing my belly the news playing in the background. My mind races with worry and Bruce's cold words play in my head over and Over. I bite my lip needing my sister. Needing Peggy. I go upstairs and pack a suitcase and use the card Tony gave me to buy a first class seat to London. I leave a note on the bed and with Friday before I wash up and leave for the airport.

{Skip plainride because I'm lazy lol}

One long plainride later I'm in a taxi heading toward the hotel room I booked as close to Peggy as possible rubbing my belly to calm the babies. My phone had been ringing almost constantly due to Tony and Steve calling me,but I refuse to answer needing time alone to think about whether or not I can be a mother. If I'm ready. I cheek into the hotel absentmindedly and go upstairs to put my bag away before I walk to go get food feeling hungry. I duck into a small hole in the wall cafe. I sigh as my phone rings again and I see Bucky's face light up my screen. I sit down and answer.

Bucky: Evie? I'm glad you finally answered. Why the hell are you in London? Do you have any idea how worried everyone is?

Evelyn: I'm fine. I just needed time alone,so I decided to come see Peggy. Don't worry. How is everyone?

Bucky: I don't know how to tell you this,but Pierto didn't make it. He died saving Clint.

Evelyn: O Oh. I I'm so sorry. I I wish I was there to. Was there any chance he could have?*tears up thinking Bruce was right*

Bucky: No. He died instantly. He didn't even have time to feel pain.*In the background I hear Steve talk to him*

Steve: Evie? Honey,are you ok?

Evelyn: *sniffles* Y yeah Stevie. I'm ok. I just need time and space to think.

Steve: Is this about what Bruce said? Evie you'll be a great mother,Bruce was just upset,

Evelyn: We don't know that Stevie? What if he is right? What if I'm not cut out to be a mother? I couldn't even protect two teenagers Steve.

Steve: Honey,that wasn't your fault.

Evelyn: I know that. I do,but it doesn't make me feel any better.

Tony: Listen up little mama. Myself and Steve are coming to London. No One here wants you alone. Especially since your hurting. Hell,we'll bring the whole team. Take a vacation.

Bruce: I'm not sure I should go. I'm the one whom upset her.

Evelyn:It'll be ok. Team vacation sounds like a good idea. I have to go my food is here then I'm going see Peggy.* hangs up*

I sigh as I thank the lady for my food and begin to eat thinking about the coming team vacation and rubbing my head. After I eat and pay I catch a cab to the retirement home and sign in. THe woman gives me a badge and I walk to Peggy's room to see her sitting at a little table making tea.

"Hey,Peggs. I hope you don't mind I stopped by." I say gently.

She smiles at me"Of course not. Oh my god you're pregnant! Congratulations!"

I smile and hug her before I sit down.

"How are you Eve? What brings you here alone?" she ask.

I rub my belly as I explain the last few months of problems and my doubts.

She holds my hand"Oh,honey. Every mother to be has theses doubts. It was wrong of Bruce to say these things,and it is definitely wrong for Steve to have been gone for so long and to allow you in the field. What makes a good mother is someone willing to sacrifice anything,for the best of their children. Children need someone to love and care and support them no matter what life brings,but they also need parents to teach them right from wrong and how to be compassionate. How to love and how to respect their fellow human. I know you are more than capable of every single one of thoses. I know you'll be a wonderful mother."

I sniffle and smile"Thanks Peggs. I needed to hear that."

She pours tea"I know dear. Now let's talk about the wedding."

I giggle as we get into wedding talk.

Steve's POV

I sigh as we hang up with Evelyn and run my fingers through my hair as everyone goes to pack a bag.

"At least we know she is ok Steve." Bucky says from beside me.

I nod"Yeah. I just don't like her out of my sight."

"None of us do,but she'll be ok." Bucky says as we go upstairs to pack his bag. I sigh and pack mine worrying about Evelyn"I'm coming Evie. I promise." I say as I pack.

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