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Hello!

So this is pretty much useless, unnecessary and too early, but I wanted you guys to know more about me since you guys are always giving sweet comments and I wanted you to know a bit about me personally.

And I don't mind knowing more about you as well. I would love to get to know my readers more and figure out your tastes so I can change my stories in some ways to make you like it more.

Anyways, here it is.

BASICS

Name:

My name is Sydney. When I'm online though, I often use the alias in English, Sam Nighting.

Name I use for Japanese: Kira Kazuya or Ai Misaki

Name for Korean: Jihyun Le or Kisoo Park

Age:

I won't tell you, Of course but I will say that I'm still in school. :3

Height:

Embarrassingly, I'm only four feet, eleven inches.

Color Hair/Eye:

I used to have like, a completely black short hair but I dyed it and so it's like a golden brown orange color, and it's about neck/shoulder length. I'm getting it dyed again to a bright red so, wish me luck ^^

Clothing:

If you know me, you'll notice that I don't ever wear anything that shows my legs in public. So I don't wear skirts, shorts or dresses. It's kind of weird for me, and I don't like showing my legs at all.

I do wear shorts at home and I often just wear dark colored clothes, mostly it being jeans and some kind of shirt.

PERSONALITY

I would probably call myself pessimistic, kind of a negative person but I am still kind and sweet to others.

I don't really think I'm good at anything, which everyone thinks of themselves but honestly, I think it's really true for myself because I often compare myself to everyone else and I learned that's how people become miserable and I guess that's what makes me human.

I am very aware that I often let my anger get the best of me and so I often get yelled at and injured for punches and kicks but the fact that I'm not used to it after so many years is amazing, because the more I'm injured in a place, the harder it's hard to use said body part.

Like I mentioned, I am often nice and sweet to older people and kids, and I try to be nice and kind but sometimes it doesn't works, so I often just stay quiet and am rude sometimes.

I easily get annoyed and stressed as well so you'll see me with earplugs a lot and just silent as I'm listening to my music.

I like to think I'm sensitive, so that's why when my stress meter goes up, I'll either lash out on someone or break down, depending on the scenario. I always have mental breakdowns and sometimes it's just too much that I think suicidal thoughts which is often.