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» i didn't even realize that it's already almost 2019 until people kept saying like, happy New Years.

» but uh..happy late New Years. What are some of your resolutions?

» Mine?..uh..I guess to find some happiness and peace in my life for once..maybe have a day in my life where it's just, amazing.

» and I just want to take a moment to let my grandfather have a great birthday in peace, while watching over his loved ones, and I pray that he is doing well in the heavens and is proud of me. Please.

His two year anniversary will be arriving soon. I miss you, grandpa. I wish you the best.

His birthday is originally on New Years, but my family did celebrate it. I just wanted to let this out and say I will take a break for a few days.

Just a future note though, around the beginning of April, I'll be taking a break as well. That's just a really sad and special family event going on around that time.

But uh, aside from that, I'll be making a special where Y/n will be having a moment with every love interest i plan to have in Lookism, INCLUDING JOHAN, KOUJI, CRYSTAL AND DG.

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The important stuff.

I don't mean to upset anyone but uh, I'll probably not be going to the actual story anytime soon. I don't know if that's a good thing, because I don't want to take Lookism and Copy it with adding my own characters in, but people might not like my own plot and ideas for my fanfiction and may only want to see Reader in the world of Lookism, not in another world with Lookism characters.

If that is so, I'm afraid to tell you guys that you'll have to wait a while or find another book to read if you're no longer interested. I just want to make this book my way, with my own ideas.

I originally always wanted to do what my readers would want, which is to be in the world of Lookism and have the love interests rival for Y/n, but I had a couple people tell me that,

The reason I'm so stressed and unsure of continuing this, is because I've been doing what people wanted and not me, and I now realize that they were right. I was so focused on doing the book so people would like it and read it, that I completely forgot who actually labors and writes all of this and focuses on making people happy instead of thinking of myself.

This is a new year now, and I want to start thinking for myself and trying to get a nice stress free mind and be able to be happy. The year so far already started out crappy.

I know that sounds selfish and you'll probably hate me so I apologize in advance.

Anyways, I'll keep you all updated and I'll be sure to get working soon.

Thanks for understanding.

Also, why didn't anyone tell me about WayV?? I didn't know what that was until someone told me, but I'm excited for NCT Vision!