Losing You

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Credit to sadukulelehours for creating this masterpiece. In the next chapter, there's a better one. Still created by this wonderful human.

I woke to the smell of eggs, and french toast. I looked at Andy, and he was rolled over, hogging the blankets. I got up, and was met by the cold of the air outside. I walked into the kitchen, and the smell got stronger, and sweeter. I looked around, and saw that Ashley was the master chef of today's gourmet meal.

"Thanks for the food!" I said, snatching a plate.

"That wasn't for you!" He scolded, adding a frown, as he was trying not to smile.

"It is now. I called dibs." I said, in a matter-of-factly tone.

Andy had walked into the kitchen, and was tiredly rubbing his eyes, as he yawned. What a cutie.

"What's up doc?" I said, taking a bite out of my french toast.

He looked at me, and smirked. "You're evil."

"I know." I said, a devilish grin appearing on my face. I'm enjoying his suffering. He prolly thought I left him. Poor soul.

I kept eating my toast, as I sat down on the couch.

"Can I have the other one?" He asked, pulling out his bottom lip.

I looked at him, "for someone who claims to be my boyfriend, you sure do know nothing about me. Stick that lip back in before I accidentally hit it with my foot."

"That hurt. I'm hurt." He said, being dramatic.

I smiled, "you're welcome!"

When I got done with my food, I walked outside. We were parked at the spot next to what I thought to be Palaye Royale's bus. I loved them to death. I wonder if I could say hi?

I started towards their bus, and knocked on the door. It was noon, so they should be up. Remington opened the door and I smiled, trying to keep my calm, but that obviously didn't work. I felt a tear slip down my face.

"Fans aren't allowed to be back here. You should leave. What's your name?" He said, a bit confused as to why there was a girl standing at his tour bus door.

"I'm Y/N, I'm going on tour with Black Veil Brides. I'm not a fan- I mean I AM a fan, but-" he cut me off.

"I get it" he laughed, "I know who you are, I was just messing with you." 

"Wow, um... I'm surprised you know who I am."

"We all do. Do you want to come inside?" He asked. I nodded and kept a large smile on my face. He got out of the way, while holding the door open for me, and I walked in.

I saw Emerson drawing on his sketchbook, and I looked at it. It was beautiful. I decided not to stare for too long and stared into the space above. I quickly got pulled out of my thoughts by getting a holler from Sebastian.

"Y/N I'm glad to finally meet you! I've heard quite a bit, and follow you on Twitter." He said while smiling. He pulled me into a hug, and I burst into tears on his shoulder.

Emerson looked up, and saw me crying. "What's wrong sweetheart?" He said, in a more sympathetic and worried tone.

"Nothing, it's just... I've loved you guys since you first started, and it feels like these past 2 weeks have been a complete dream. It's insane. First I get a reply, from Andy. And then I meet Andy. Then we sleep together, and we sang together, and now I'm on warped tour and I'm able to meet all of my favorite people, not to mention I'm ACTUALLY dating one of them..."

Sebastian pulled away from me, and looked me in the eyes, while wiping my tears. "It's not a dream. This is real. I know that your mind might not accept that at this moment but hey, eventually you'll learn to live with it." He said, smiling.

I looked at Remington and hugged him. And then I did the same to Emerson.

When I pulled away from both of them, I said, "Thank you guys so much. You've helped me through depression, and self harm. You helped me see that I needed to get out of that hellhole I call a home sooner. I used to hurt myself because my dad and everyone else told me that I am worthless. That I'm useless. And oh so many more."

Remington looked at me, and smiled. "I'm glad we could help you. But listen, you're not any of those things. Have you spoken to Andy about this?" He asked calmly.

I shook my head.

Emerson came over to me, "if you EVER need to speak to anyone, I am ALWAYS here. I promise." He said, calming me down, immensely.

I thanked all of the boys, and sat next to Sebastian on the couch.

~√~ time skip, ONE OF US!!!!~√~

I was currently playing against Remington on Mario Kart, and I was winning too. I won, and as soon as Rem had shouted, "Damnit!" We heard a knock on the side of the bus. It was Andy. "Have you guys seen- Y/n!" He ran in and hugged me. I smiled.

"Where have you been?!" He asked, worriedly. Before I could respond he continued and said, "I was so worried... I though something happened to you!"

"Wow, thanks, DAD. I was here the whole time! Did you even attempt to text me?"

His eyes lit up, as he heard me call him Dad. "Actually, no... But-"

"Wow. You were worried, but you didn't text or call me. Hmm." I said, slightly laughing.

"Don't tempt me with those dad comments, I might need to punish you."

"We're in public. Shut your face." I said.

"Not until you come back to the bus." He said, being snarky.

"Ugh fine, alright guys," I said turning to them. "I have to go. I'll see you soon I promise."

They all sighed, and Emerson groaned. "Do you HAVE to go?" He asked in a sad, childish voice.

"Yes, I do, Andy can't keep his dick in his pants for more than a day." I replied, pulling everyone into a group hug.