Losing You

The Concert

Not much has happened, since the day I went to the studio. I mean, there was lots of comments on Instagram, and other social medias, more follows, and everything, but they were mainly for the poll, and from the song Lost It All, which Andy and the rest of BVB tagged me in multiple times.

News update: I beat Jake by 1k. He threw a tantrum, and I laughed my ass off, but then told him he was a good competition.

Andy had gone off and had to talk some things out with Juliet, and they're officially not a couple anymore. I felt bad for him, a little bit. He used to seem very happy with her. I guess nothing lasts forever.

He needed a few days to himself, and though he left for a few days, we still kept in touch. I tried making him laugh, and cheering him up, and most of the time it worked, but not completely. He told me that he was a bit relieved, but I could tell he still needed space. He was getting better by the day.

Today was finally the day that I got to go to the concert. I'm really excited!  I got out of bed and put on my black skull t-shirt that had the bvb logo on it, and my black ripped skinny jeans. I put my hair in a classic side bang, and parted it to where the was half in the back. I slipped on my black and white Converse shoes and packed an extra set of clothes because I was staring overnight at a nearby hotel. I put on some makeup and walked out the door with f/n.

This is what the makeup looks like.

I got into the car and noticed the concert was closer than I thought. It was only about an hour away from our house, so I just told f/n that I was gonna go to sleep.

I put on Motionless in White, and fell asleep with it at full volume. I'm going to be deaf by the time I'm 30.

~√~ time skip brought to you by AAAHHHHH IM JESUS!!~√~

F/n shook me awake because yelling in my ears doesn't work, it just puts me to sleep (this is actually true😂).

I'm really excited to see Andy, and the rest of the band. But I'm more excited to see them in concert. I mean yeah I've met them, but I wouldn't be completing my life if I haven't seen them live right?

We were waiting in the line, and we're literally in the first 10 people to arrive. We got in, and took our stand, which was in the mosh pit, but I'm NOT participating until I go to an Avenged Sevenfold or Palaye Royale concert. Hell I've never even seen one. Though from what I've heard, it's pretty rough.

I stood right in the middle as more and more people flooded in. I saw Ashley walk out, and he was checking the set, to make sure nothing would break while they were playing.

About an hour later, they were all on stage accept Andy. They started to play, and Andy walked out right as he was supposed to sing. The first song on their setlist is Faithless. The crowd went wild.

He looked out at the audience and spotted me. I saw a smile grow on his face as he continued to sing. I had a grin on my face the whole time, so my smile grew even larger... If that was possible.

He bent down and gripped my hand, giving me a reassuring look... As if I wasn't enjoying this already.

When the song was over, he smiled out to the crowd, and heard a man talking trash about the band. This kinda pissed him off.

"You three! Yeah, all of you who thing you're all big and bad, come up here and play our guitars for us if you thing you're so much better than us! Come on!"

He threw the mic at them, and it was one guy in particular who was causing the chaos. He threw the mic back at Andy, and he said, "Are you gonna be embarrassed when a 6'4" man in fucking mascara comes down there and beats your fucking ass?!"

I was laughing my ass off the entire time, knowing the man had something coming for him. The crowd started chanting, "Andy, Andy, Andy!" The guy got embarrassed and Andy grabbed his mic.

"You can either get your assessment up here and play these guitars and show us how much better you are, or you can leave. There's the exit." He said pointing at the gate.

The man didn't move, so Andy jumped off stage and started throwing punches at the guy, but before he could get a hit, the security came and pulled him away from the guy. Ashley and CC helped pull him back on stage.

The guards mad the man and his gang leave, and Andy apologized to the audience.

They eventually carried on with the show, and I was stunned, that this man had such an amazing voice, in the studio and in a concert with no audio.

~√~time skip cuz I'm lazzzyyy~√~

After the show, which was amazing, I went to the meet and greet with f/n. She was happy to meet the rest of the band, because CC was her favorite band member. I was excited to see the boys too, for the first time in a few days. Haha, I guess a couple of days can feel like eternity.

We stood in line, and when we go there, about 15 minutes after waiting, we hugged them, and f/n was just talking away with CC. Andy looked at me and said, "hey if you want you can go to the bus, we'll be there in about an hour." He was still slightly pissed, but he'll be fine. (Did anyone else get the reference?!)

I smiled at him, and realized I don't have a way to get back there. "Um, I can't... I don't know how to get back there." I said. He smiled. "Hey take these two nice girls to the tour bus please?" He asked a bouncer.

F/n got out of her conversation with CC, and we said goodbye to the boys. We went to the bus, and while we were walking, I started up a conversation with f/n.

"You though I had a celebrity boyfriend? Boy, it looked like you and CC. sure we're getting along well."

She gave me a death glare, which doesn't phase me, because she's more scared of mine. "Shut up, you slept with Andy. MULTIPLE TIMES. You can't give me your bullshit."

I smiled. "You know, you two would make a cute couple." I said, ignoring her statement.

"Fuck off Miss Biersack." She said plainly.

"Never Miss Coma." I smirked.

We both erupted into laughter, and finally made it to the bus. I don't know what happens next, but whatever it is, I hope it's good.