Losing You

WAKE UP!!

"Wake your-" CC stopped as he saw both of us naked with only covers over us. He quickly shut the curtain, as I lifted my head up groggily.

"WHAT THE FUCK CC?!"  I screamed, making him jump.

"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to. I thought you were just sleeping. I didn't know you fucked last night." He said.

"At least I got some, now go away!" I said, curling back up next to Andy. He wrapped his arms around me securely, making me feel safe.

"Fine, I didn't want any anyways" he said, acting sassy.

"We all know that's a lie, I'm a good piece of shit. Andy got to me first tho." I said, laughing.

"I'm the only one who can ever have you" he said, snuggling up behind me.

"Ugh... You know... We have to get up at some point." I said, nestling my head into his neck.

"You know, I don't want to get up." He said, mocking me.

"As much as I would like to lay here with you all day and forget the world, we both have lives you know..." I replied.

"But maybe, I wanna be a nobody..." He rolled his eyes.

"We're the nobodies, we wanna be somebody's..." I mumbled the song in his ear.

"Really? Manson at 7 in the morning?" He asked.

"Manson all day everyday motherfuckers!" I screamed.

"Shut your vagina hole and sleep! It's only 7!" Jinxx said from his bunk.

"You'd fuck me too and you know it."

"Nah, Andy's probably already given you aids."

"What was that fucker?" Andy said, challenging him.

"You heard me."

"Fight me!" He shouted.

"I'll knock both of your asses out if you don't shut your damn dick faces up. " Ashley replied, silencing the both of them.

"Dick faces?" I laughed.

"You know what I meant bitch." He said, clearly grumpy.

"Well damn, someone got fucked in the wrong hole." I replied.

"That's the thing, I didn't get fucked."

"You can't go one night without a groupie?"

"I know I'm a man whore, stop rubbing it in."

"Nah, you're just mAh PURDY PERVE!!" I shouted.

"CALM THE FUCK DOWN, OR IM GOING TO GET UP AND WHEN IM DONE WITH YOU, YOULL FEEL LIKE YOU ALL JUST GOT FUCKED IN THE ASS BACKWARDS WITH A CHAINSAW. SHUT IT. IM TRYING TO FUCKING SLEEP." Jake shouted.

I didn't know he had the ability to get angry. Jake is....well, he's Jake. He's normally nice, so I was taken back by his tone. He definitely shut everyone up.

I suddenly felt the urge to cry, remembering all of the things my father did to me as a child. Especially as a teenager. He'd throw things at me, hit me, scream horrible verbage at me... It hurt.

I curled up closer to Andy, nestling my head in his chest, feeling the warmth of his body, and letting it surround me.

"What's wrong baby? Did Jake scare you?" He asked, calmly.

"Just a little. It brought back memories of when I was with my dad...." I trailed off.

"Oh... You're sure you're okay cherié?" He smiled.

"I'm fine thank you. Though I would be better if I could sleep. I'm just realizing how much of a good idea it is to sleep until 9."

"Okay, well, get some rest then."

"Mkay. But not before I put on my music." I smiled and put my music on shuffle.

*G noted*

"WHAT THE FUCK PHONE?!" I shouted out loud.

"What's wrong now?" CC asked.

"I just got fucking g noted!"

All of the boys made a "ooohhh" sound. Not like you're realizing something, but more like when a basketball player gets trampled and hurt kind of 'ooohhh'.

They understand my pain.

"Sorry kid. Sleep well. Try not to cry so much." Jinxx said

I want to join the black Parade now. Just... Take me out to the back of the shed... Then have Andy shoot me in the back of the head. If anyone is going to kill me, I hope it's Andy.

"I feel you. Don't take it too much in to heart though." Said CC. Oh my. Such wise words. LIKE AN MCR FAN COULD REALLY NOT CRY IN A SITUATION LIKE THIS?!

As if on que, a tear slipped down my cheek.

Andy hugged me, and I soon fell asleep after Motionless In White came on. Chris has an amazing voice. I wonder if I'll get the chance to meet him.

"You can meet him when you wake up, just go to sleep" Andy said, in a soothing tone.

I said that out loud? Oops. Who cares.