The Sun's Binary star( Continuation Of High School Diary Of Kongpob) Completed

Chapter 18

Arthit

Where the hell are you Kong? I want to meet you please show up. I am trying to find you for past 2 weeks but you are still very clever in avoiding me. He has attended all the class except mine but still I have not crossed path with him how is that possible? Should I barge into his dorm? But I don't know where he lives. Where will I find him? If I cannot find Kong I can find April. She would know something.

After an hour search I found her. She was sitting under the shades of tree and with a big book on her lap.

"April I want to talk with you"  I said to her trying to get her attention.

"If it is about Kong I am afraid that I have nothing to say" she said to me not raising her head from the book.

"Please help me. I will not hurt him. This the word that I give to you. Please help me I want to see him" I practically begged her I don't want to do it but this is the only way if I want to find him.

"Haha. .. do you think that you have the ability to hurt him now? I am more afraid for you. You have not seen the Kong who has built a wall around him. Believe me he will hurt you for each and every step you take to get close to him. I don't think you will be able to survive. If he wants to be cold hearted. Even the devil will lose to him. He will hurt you with his words in every turn"

"You don't have to worry about me April I can take care of myself"

"Your wish then. He will be in the pub around 8. I hope you go soon if you don't want to see any girls doing lap dance on him"

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I was wating at the entrance of the ou  for him.  It's half past 8 and he didn't show up yet. Where are you Kong? He came entangled with a girl in his arm and she was hot and she was snogging him and touching him every where her hand can reach and he had a cold stare and he didn't even react. He walked past me as if I didn't exist for him. Like I am no one.

"Kong" I called for him  but he was not answering to my calls.

"Kong I need to talk with you" I stressed my words little bit more than necessary. He stopped but never turned back I rushed to him and grabbed his hand.

"I will take care of him from here on" I said to th girl who was clinching to him like a leach and shoo her away.

"Kong I need to talk with you" I said to him again. Each and every word slowly and clearly.

"You are gonna finish what she started ?" He asked me with his cold tone.

"Who are you Kong , this is not you. The Kong I know was gentle and warm though he project himself as if he is hard. Please Kong "

"I am not the same one anymore and you know that too. You knew me before 6 years and I am not the same anymore. The sooner you understand it the better it is"

"I don't believe the Kong that I know has dissappeared"

"Hahaha.... the sooner you accept the fact the better it is for you "

"Kong .....wait....." I tighten the grip on his hand no matter what happens I am not having any intention to let him go. Not anymore.

"the kong I knew was filled with love. He always love others though he deny it. No matter what happens I won't believe that the person whom I know is not there anymore."

"Me capable of loving? Huh.. do you have any idea how it was for me for past 6 years? Do you know how much I had suffocated when someone says that they love me? It suffocates me to that extend that I cannot breath. I lost the ability to trust, to love. It destroyed every inch of me but if you think that i will open up to you again then I am sorry I don't think I have the ability to love anymore. You made me to lose my toy. If you don't have the intention of being my toy then I suggest that you let me go"

"Fine... if that is what you want OK I will be your toy for a week"

"Sorry I don't think you can be my toy. You don't even worth to be my toy. Not even for a day"

"Not worthy or are you afraid?"

"Do you think that I will be afraid of you?"

"I threw you out of my life. You are nothing to me now. Do you understand? You are nothing to me?"

" if I am nothing to you then me being your toy is nothing right? Anyway you don't feel anything for you toy. If you deny to accept me then I will assume that you still have feeling for me"

"I need someone  who please me pleasure me. I don't think that you have the skill to pleasure me"

"If you think that then think again kong you also have no idea how I have been for these past 6 years" I said to him and kissed him

I kissed him with all the pent up frustration, anger, lust, desire, love, everything. This is not how I thought my first kiss will be. Yes right I have not kissed Nam. He is the one whom I am kissing first but I am not going to lose after comming this far. I will make him mine again. Even if I have to give him my everything. My soul, my heart, my mind and my body. I am ready to give him everything. I will win you back kong. I will win you back.