A/N: I have to admit that I have an adiction on writing, during one night I wrote ten chapters. I do that when I can't sleep:)
I stood on the windy roof with my arms tightly held around Nialls waist to not blow away or fall... and yes I gave up for those blue eyes and adorable smile.
"Dammit Horan why are you so purr-fect" I said trying to get the cat sounding Purr.
"Well because I have my own little cat to bring out the best of me" he said and turned around for a kiss.
"shut up and focus on your steps Horan"
"What's up whit Horan?" he asked me why I used his last name.
"I ha- I'm mad at you" I muttered.
"Aaw you were going to say that you hate me" he said and made a quick turn and got away from my grip.
" I'LL KILL YOU NIALL!" I screamed and felt my knees week.
"damn" I muttered as I felt how I were starting to fall. I hit the roof with a smack.
"Fuck" me and Niall said in unison.
"Are you alright?" he asked me.
"No because some fucking bitch took me to a fucking roof so that we would get ki-" I screamed at Niall before he kissed me. oh I will kill this boy with Nando's smelling breath. My stomach let out a growl.
"Are hungry my princess" he asked and giggled.
"Only for Nando's" I said.
"And. Don't. Call. Me. Princess" I said in the if-you- aren't-careful-your-pretty-face-won't-be-so-pretty calmly.
"Why not... princess" he teasingly.
"Because I wouldn't want to destroy your pretty face, my love" I said.
"Come on here then" he said and dragged me to the edge of the roof... oh fuck roof, edge. The panic striked me and I jumped down to get to safety on the ground.
"I won't let you fall" Niall said and pulled my up of the ground.
"I sure hope so" I mumbled.
"If you fell, I-I'd jump down after you" Niall said as it was nothing but the little stumble on the words of fear proved to me that he were telling the truth.
"That dosen't make it any better, Niall" I said panicking.
"Just come on" he said and after what seemed like an hour we stood on the edge.
"I hate you" I manage to whisper while keeping my eyes shut.
"Just open your eyes" Niall said. I slowly opened them and could see New York city under the full moon.
"It's beautiful" I mumbled and squeezed Nialls hand.
"I know" he breathed I looked up, facing him.
"I love you Nialler" I said kissing him.
"I love you to Kat" he said and dragged me to his chest, this is home, my first true home. I thought and sighed. I saw Niall staring at the ocean.
"What is it Niall?" I asked breathing in his cologne.
"Far away, across that ocean is my home" he said slowly with a lonely tear streaming down his cheek.
"I never had a real home" I said quietly.
"What?" he asked surprised.
"When I was a baby my mum died because my dad had abused her" I continued and looked up to Niall again.
"I'm so so-" Niall started but I just continued my story.
"He killed her after she tried to run away with me. And when she was gone realized he that I existed and started abusing me. Once when I came home and he were drunk he... he touched me and... and I ran of like a twelve year old. I lived on the streets and were taking drugs and getting into fights" I said and moved my hair away from my shoulders to reveal a long scar that went from my neck to throat. Niall gasped and I continued.
"I would've been dead if he managed to cut one more centimeter. But luckily he didn't as the cops came and found me on the street all bloody and druged. They took me to a hospital and sowed me up and sent me to rehabilation. Then they kicked me back to the streets and I sat in the lobby of my 'mums' appartment and they were about to kick me out, this was in the winter but then she came and said that I were living with her and well... I moved into the old ladys basement" I finished my story and couldn't help but to cry.
"sssh baby let's go inside" Niall said and lifted me away from the edge and carried me inside again. I continued crying against Nialls chest and he put me down outside their apartment to open the door.
"Come" he said and gently placed my head on his shoulder, I were still sobbing as we layed down in his bed again. I looked at his clock, 4am. I cuddled up against him still fully dressed laying ontop of the blanket and fell asleep to my crying and Niall stroking my head.
A/N: almost forgot to tell you that this story only is Restricted because for some reason I couldnt change it to anything else, thought you'd want to know:/
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FanfictionKat is a Directioner that lives in New York and she is lucky enough to meet Niall Horan and she might even be the one fan that he has been looking for in the crowd! She goes on tour with them and they even allow her to sing on the concerts but the f...
