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*6 months later*

I was laying down next to Luke, unable to sleep, I looked down at my huge belly, not able to see my feet.

I was beginng to like the fact I was pregnant.

Then I felt something.

I was bleeding.

"Shit. Luke! Wake up!" I cried.

"What?" he asked.

"I'm bleeding!" I sobbed.

We got in his car and drove to the hospital.

** fill in on the last 6 months **

I haven't seen my brothers since Luke's birthday and I'm scared they're worried, I send them texts to let them know I'm ok, I just didn't want them to know I was prego, I have no idea what they did with my moms body, it's not on the news so I know they covered it up good enough.

Luke was excited we were having a baby boy.

I didn't want him to get his hopes up to high incase something like this happened.

I've been craving gross things; bananas dipped in ketchup, mustard fried onions, a bean & cheese burrito stuffed with salmon, gross, I know.

I have been sick multiple times during te last 6 months and it was terrible.

Hayley and Michael are still dating and in love, I can tell.

Hayley is my sister/bestfriend and she became the 2nd ever girl member of the wierdo group.

I couldn't have an 18th birthday party because I am pregnant, but Luke, Michael, Hayley, Calum, Ashton and I still celebrated by eating a lot.

** fill in done **

We were waiting in the room for results.

Dr. Rivers came in, "Marie, Luke, I'm sorry but it seems like your baby, has died inside your stomach, I thought this was from natural causes, but, your body is unable to carry off-springs." he said.

"Your telling me, I can't have a baby?" I asked.

The docter nodded.

I started crying, bursting into tears.

I started crying, bursting into tears

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I saw Luke get slightly teary-eyed.

He rubbed my back.

We went home and told everyone the knews.

I started crying again.

They were all there to comfort me.

"I was so looking forward to being the God parent!" Ashton yelled.

I laughed, "who said you were going to be one?"

"Well, I assumed!" He laughed.

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