Loved you first |l.h|

Garage band

I finally got out of the restroom, I was sad, mad, happy, angry, excited, and everything in-between.

"Hey, so should we celebrate your dads homecoming or eat Ben and Jerry's?" Luke asked hugging me and putting his
Chin on my head.

I laughed in between cries, "I love you so much and what ever happend between us, know that I love you."

"I love you so much more, but what would happened between us? We're the power couple." He laughed.

"Oh, nothing just saying, when your next band practice?" I asked.

"Tomorrow."

"Can I come?"

"Sure, that's a first." he laughed

"I know." I thought id record the practice and transfer it to a cd, then send it in.

"Love you." he said, kissing me.

"Love you to." I kissed back,

"Love is disgusting." Kai said.

Me and Luke stuck out tounges at him.
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"Mind if I record?" I asked

"Knock yourself out." cal said.

"Wheres Michael?" Ashton asked.

"He was suppose to be here an hour ago." Luke said

"Let's check the house." I said.

We scattered out of the garage.

After 10 minute of looking, I found him in the bathroom, he was on the floor, crying, blood everywhere, and my prescipted pills scattered.

"MICHAEL?!?!" I screamed grabbing a towel, then wiped the blood.

"I tried, I can't live without her, the pain, I - I just can't." Michael said.

"But there's no excuse for your doing, trust me, believe me, I miss her so much to, but never once did I turn to this, she wouldn't want this! You know that! Don't! Just stop! Your the one who always checks everyone's wrists for cuts, now your doing it?! Don't! No! Please stop! Harming yourself isn't the answer!"

"Your right." he said, "but it hurts."

"It hurts be too." i replied.

He stopped the bleeding , and put on a jacket to hide the cuts, he went to the gargage

I wiped blood from the sink, and picked up my prescribed pills, I through away the razor.

I felt tears streaming down my face, I close the medicine cabinet, it has mirrors on it, as I looked back, I could swear I saw her. I saw Hayley behind me.

"HAYLEY!" I nearly screamed.

Then I laughed, no one was there, your mind is playing tricks on you me dear I thought, I wiped my tears and went to the gargage to record.
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"Okay guys, let's start with she looks so perfect." Luke said.

"Aww thanks." I said.

"Shut up." he joked.

They started

Hey , Hey , Hey , etc.

Luke started singing , I gulped hard , it was like I was fangirling

Simmer down , simmer down , they say were to young now to amount to anything else , But look around , we work to damn hard for this just to give it up now , If you don't swim , you'll drown , but don't move , Honey ,
He winked at me , making me laugh