Loved you first |l.h|

She will be loved

I was at my brothers' house, I was lying down, crying on my old bed , in my old room, thinking about how it would be without Luke , how it would be with out my brothers or dad , or how it would be like without Mikey , Ash , and Cal.

My dad eneterd the room

"Hey sweets, I know you might not wanna leave but you have to, this is your dream , a huge chance for you and your future!" He said.

"I know dad, I know ," I wiped a tear , but you just got home! I don't want to leave and we be apart again." I cried, he hugged me.

"I know, but this is a once in a lifetime opportunity for you, but whatever you decide, im proud of you." he said.

"Thanks dad, I love you." I said.

"I love you to," he said and kissed my head.

He left and I called Luke.

"Hello ?" He said.

"Meet me at the place." I said.

"The place we used to hang out getting wasted?"

"Yes , that's the one."

"OK, I love you." he said

"Bye." I hung up.

I couldn't tell him "I love you" back , it would hurt to much when I am gone and off to college.
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"Hey," he gave me a hug, "what's wrong."

Tears streaming down my face.

"I think we need to break up." I said, wiping the tears

"What." tears streamed down Luke's face like a waterfall.

I've never seen him cry like that.

"This is a joke right?" He asked, "take out the hidden cameras, and tell me this is fake."

He wiped his tears.

"Look , I'm sorry-" my voice cracked , "I don't want to , I love you more than anything in the whole entire universe and I don't want to leave you but , it's for the best-"

"Don't give me "it's for the best crap" ok, because I love you to damn much to just have you walk away." his voice creaked.

"I'm sorry" I ran off crying , I felt like a bitch.

"Please don't leave me." I heard Luke whisper , "you're all I have."

I couldn't look back, I couldn't or else I would give in and I can't give in.
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•two weeks went by
Luke has been calling me and texting everyday , saying he loves me, that he'll make it work, telling me not to leave , I ignored all 568 messages
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Calum's pov
i walked in on Luke , he was writing , in his underwear , Ben and Jerry ice cream everywhere , he was strumming on his guitar as a tear fell on the notebook, "luke is this a bad time ?" I asked ,

"No it's fine , come in," he wiped his tears.

"Whatcha writing?" I asked.

"It's a work in progress , its called Heartache on the big screen."

"Well there's a good name for a song."

He chuckled a little and completely fall apart, "I can't do this anymore Cal, life without her is like a world with no sun or air, a world where there's no pizza-"

"Oh, pizzas good." I interrupted

He laughed , "seriously , two weeks without her , two weeks! I'm done , I Just can't anymore."

"Well, if you love her that much , like as much as I love pizza and as much as I love her like a sister , you can't sob and cry over it forever, writing number one hit songs aren't gonna help! Are you just gonna sit here or win back your girl?!?!"