PrettyMuch imagines & preferences

Nick: SONG PREFERENCE~ because i had you-shawn mendes

Authors POV

I think it's time that I be honest
Should've told you not to go
Thought I knew just what I wanted
Didn't know myself at all

He tried his hardest to not let y/n down. She was like light of his life and it was hard not to let her down. She always was there for him, dentist appointments, checkups, family issues but still he chose to leave her and let her be free. But He suddenly realised  that he were nothing without her. He needed her and that was a known fact. He wanted to wake up beside her and feel her on his chest. He  wanted them butterfly kisses on your neck when she felt sad but most of all he wanted to fall in love with her all over again

And she might help me forget that
Loving her is something I could never do
Because I had
Because I had you

His first instinct was to find someone new to fill the whole in his  heart but she was the only part that fitted. The boys told him that 'shes like all the others, what makes her special' and he  could name at least 20 things he loved about her

From her smile to her eyes, to the freckles on her cheek the way her dimples were just so adorable. He  couldn't erase anything because he  longed to see them again. He  still had her number in his  phone wondering should he  call her and tell her he's  sorry or that he wants what they had again but he  knew. He  knew she moved on and that broke his  heart more.

There's nothing left to loose
Because I had you babe
There's nothing I could do
I wish I had you

Looking back at the memories he had with y/n made him cry a little bit more everyday

When he saw the photo she took of them on the beach when she got sand in her top was his favourite. It was the day that she had said she loved him for the first time. Suddenly you get a
Call

'Y/n💕 is calling'

He answered slowly thinking it's a joke

Nick✌🏼
Um, hello?

Y/n💕
Hey, um I know this is sudden but why?

He were confused at why she suddenly called 

Nick✌🏼
What do you mean 'why'? And btw I, I don't mind

Y/n💕
Well, why did you brake up with me. I mean you just said 'we're through' no explanation.nothing. I only asked because if I knew why I could try and fix this because I miss you and I-

Nick ✌🏼
I miss you too. Constantly. Everywhere I go things remind me of you and I can't help but feel this is all my fault. I'm so sorry and I should've given you an explanation. I-I broke up with you because I thought I wasn't good enough for you. Seeing messages about your fans on my page was just a Bit overwhelming  and I never wanted to let you down

There was a bit of silence before y/n started to speak

Y/n💕
Let me down? Nick you could never do that!? And my fans.. well they can be a bit of a bother sometimes I completely understand but why would you think you would loose me? If there was ever a bit of doubt in my mind about you I wouldn't let it bother me because you were my one and only and I love you Nicholas Carter Mara

Nick✌🏼
So, do you think you could give me another chance?

Y/n
Of course I could!? Now are you coming over to mine or what?

He hung up the phone immediately and drove straight to her house because he knew that at last that little whole in his heart could be filled and it was because he had you

This is shitty been having writers block lately 😭💓 love ma babies/
~katie xox