This was requested by voomy1
Hope this is good for you. Sorry for the long wait 😔
( oh I'm also really sorry if I spelt inkcotling wrong )
⚠️this will have medical conditions and the inkcotling will be depressed ( she gets over it ) and this will have swear words! ⚠️
Beautiful days like this was never rare. But an inkcotling with a medical condition was extremely rare. Now Iv been bullied pretty much since I was 8. I was always afraid of anyone. Some times it gets so bad death gets involved. In never cut myself don't want to and I don't need too. But Iv thought about taking my own life more then once. I even thought about a death note saying goodbye to people I mostly cared about like my parents and my siblings and this certain squid.
She was beautiful. I'm surprised she's talked to a weirdo like me, I thought she'd be nice for a minute then attack me. That's happened A LOT of times. She had beautiful blue tentacles which matches her eyes. They were like the colour of diamonds. Beautiful, majestic and you could get lost in them forever. She was amazing and turf wars. She was level 59 and I was only level 13
I didn't go out as much. Back where I came from we were free. I didn't feel trapped like I do now. Even if a gang attacked me for about 5 minutes, it seemed like hours of abuse and pain. People walked on by which made me angry but I couldn't do anything. It was literally a living nightmare
" won't someone ever save me " that's a question I ask my self all the time. Self hate surrounded me. No way out of it. I always hated myself. There was never a moment in my life I was proud of who I was. But that girl I was talking about earlier on? She's called Trina (( I'm sorry it's half one it's the best I can think of ) she's my saviour, she's the one to end my nightmare of a live right now. Iv never had a friend last me a month but I guess Trina really saw some " good " in me. She was my everything I loved her with all my heart. But she wouldn't love a looser like me. Not when there's prettier girls and girls who don't have a medical condition. God she's probably straight. I should stop getting my hopes ups.
Oh god I haven't mentioned my conditions. Oh I try to forget it all the time. It's another reason my life on Earth is a walking pit of hell. No way to escape. I have a lot of conditions and it's not normal. Iv been told I have to many things " wrong " with me and I should jump off the square. And then I'll be liked. My conditions are
Asthma:this makes turf wars VERY difficult and I can't use specials such as: inkjet.splashdown,inkcloud, and any bombs.
I get rashes way to often: this means my teammates run away and die all the time and why I can't play a lot of battles. Iv been banned because of this but they now know and I'm aloud in
I sometimes spazz out: I spazz out when I get TOO nervous or if someone makes me want to explode from anger or if i want to cry my heart out. I remember back when me and Trina were 15 and she was getting all friendly with the popular kids. Trust me that lot was something you did NOT want to mess with. If I remember correctly they brutally beat someone for not doing there homework. Thank god it wasn't me or else Trina wouldn't be here with me.
After Trina had gotten friends with them. They forced her to stop being my friend because i was a " big reject and I waste of space" I knew they were right. It never stopped day after day. In the group there were 5 girls and 4 boys. The girls were called
Mary: she was the favourite and they all wanted to be her, she was funny to be honest and we talked some times when she wasn't with the others. She was a friendly girl I'm just scared to talk to her. Her pretty pink tentacles were so shiny. It was like looking in a mirror without seeing a failure ( aka me)
Chloe : she was the most horrible she would have ago at anyone. no matter what. She was rich she acted like she owned everyone but they ignored her and she would throw the biggest tantrums, she really needs to act her age, she 15 for goodness sake.
Her purple tentacles made her look a bit silly because it did not suit her.
Tiffany: she was nice Mary to, nothing REALLY to hate about her. She tried way to hard to get boys attention and it's honestly sad. She was nice to me and Trina out of school but inside school she was a little devil. She'd flirt with everyone!. But her yellow tentacles were so majestic it was hard not to look at her.
Lola: she was on her phone all the time, she was sassy and loud quite surprising why Chloe puts up with her to be honest. Lola can be nice or the biggest bitch in the whole world. She's sassy and brags she's also a flirt and a bit of a hoe, it's quite disturbing. She was lazy at times and she depends on everyone else to do the work while she sits and watches or plays with her pink tentacles. She hates how she has the same colour tentacles as Mary and even threatened her once but she got 3 weeks detention and grounded for 2 months. Thank god, she seems crazy.
And last girl In this team was called Maddie: she was gorgeous her orange tentacles looked fresh if that's even possible which it is because they do look absolutely amazing. She was a bit slutty but not too much ( seems like nearly all of them are sluts) she was badass, she was a bit of a tomboy her grey eyes weren't dull and boring they were bright.She was always smiling and she even helped me once she was definitely my favourite by far. She was so likeable and she got along with the boys more then they girls but she didn't care. She was a bit salty but she always brought out her nice side when she talks to the boys, her other friends, and me and Trina. She was pretty and friendly, almost like a dream girl. But I love Trina and nothing will ever change that.
Now to the boys of the group who were actually decent for 15 year olds
Blake: he had a handsome face, and ocean blue eyes ( Taylor swift anyone? no, okay then) you could get lost in them forever, when I saw him I thought I was in love with him but I'm not. And never will be. He was friendly and a charmer, he was supportive and he was Loyal, of course me being me I thought I fucked everything up like I always do but he forgave me and I felt comfortable around him, he didn't care if Chloe Mary Tiffany and Lola AND Maddie all told him to stop being nice he told them to leave me alone, I felt safe with him and I even hugged
Him, which made me feel like I had another friend. Lucky he accepted me and I'm great full for it.
Luke: Luke was...Strange he has a interesting personality, he's kinda cute tho. He did bully me but only for a week until he was getting nicer and nicer. He had Blue tentacles which brought out his cheeky grin, he had Emerald green eyes which looked sparkly and made him seem cooler then he already was. He had a twin called Lily but I don't see her much so there's nothing I can put to be honest.
Max: Max was an asshole he was not likeable at all he beat up people for fun and I heard he went out throwing rocks in windows. I know he seems like a crook. And your kinds right I mean I don't know him a lot but I know he's dating Maddie, when ever Maddie nice to me or Trina, it brings out a " softer " side in him. Which makes him a kinda decent asshole.
Now the last boy in the group was like another Blake he accepted me for who I was,but then he hated me and tried to kill me he was called Connor
Connor: was actually insane like I think he needs help.. I'm not sure if he acts dumb or if he's just actually lacking brain cells. He's a snake, a backstabbed and I can see why he fits so well in this group. I hate him, and hes kinda ugly and he's dating Mary. She so sweet and friendly and he was gross and slobby it just seems like a bad ship
Anyways this is what what happened
It was May 18th 2014 ( made up a year im sorry ) and it was another day another reason to hate myself. Trina was smiling because we had " good lessons " which we didn't
History
Music
Maths
Science
Geography
And to make it worse I sit next to Chloe In maths and geography. And I have Connor in EVERY LESSON shoot me. Right now
" Y/N you gotta give Connor and Chloe a chance"
I laughed
" give them a change they've been making things worse since we first joined when we were 11-12 "
I said like a crazy person but at this point was loosing my will to care.
The last lesson of the day and it was fucking horrible Connor sat next to me and started pinching my thigh. What a perv. I smacked him and got away with it. Chloe being the brat she was decided to start whining. I saw Blake give me an apologetic smile and I grinned back. I saw Trina glare at him. Was she in love with me like I love her?
Probably not. Just over thinking.
But when I over think I get panic attack's and I struggle to breathe " EW WHATS THAT THING DOING " Chloe screeched earring laughs from people
" Chloe just shut up for once and leave her alone " Trina said while lifting me and taking me to the nurses office
I remember waking up in her arms. I was snuggled up in a blanket and she was rocking me in her arms. I swore on my life I'd never forget that. I don't know if she thought I was a baby because of the way she acted. She was like a mother to me.
It got a little bit better when I left that school. Some really good music groups got together like " Off the Hook " and the Squid sisters. Even though their cousins. I got Blake's number and he's like the big brother I wish I had. I got Mary's and Maddie number because they started to be nice. Chloe,I'm just glad she's out of my life for good. Tiffany I see wondering around. She sometimes smiles and waves but that's all. I'm guessing the girls had there own teammates. Feel bad for Chloe's teammates. Me and Blake always talk. I hope Trina hasn't forgot about me. Connor. I'm glad he's gone. Max, he's a snake so goodbye. Luke eased up on me. I see him a lot and we wave.
I decided to go out and maybe find Trina and ask her out as a surprise. If she doesn't hate me after I do this. oh god.. I start breathing really fast and try to cool down. Eventually I stop and make my way to the square. She usually hands by the " back of " the lobby. Where Agent 8 went to save us ( again ) or she's by grizco, either looking at the bonuses, relaxing or trying to be calm.
I eventually made my way there, luckily I have a disguise which just about covered my weird hair. And I tried to fix my eyes which only just worked, I tried this back when I was 15. Chloe burnt the hat I used and they threw water all over me, I was shocked so I spazzed out... what a surprise.
As I made my way to the back of the lobby I saw people looking at me, giving me weird looks like Iv seen an alien. Weird huh? But I'm used to it. I didn't see her I only saw a few octolings take a photo of Pearl and Marina inside a shop? I think anyways. I didn't care about that. I made my way to grizzco and it reeked like fish and eggs. I don't know why she comes here but I won't judge.
" oh hello y/n how are you "
Trina said smiling
" Hello Trina I'm doing good thanks what about you "
I replied
" are you covering yourself "
Trina asked me and I looked away
" I uh no " I said while smiling innocently
She threw off the hat, exposing my half squid tentacles and my half octoling tentacles
" hey what was that for "
I asked whining playfully.
She got a wipe and wiped my eye make up off
" TRINA STOP"
I yelled bringing everyone's attention to me
And of course they looked right at me
I saw people laughing and making fun of me. Tears escape my eyes
" why" was all I asked she ruined me. I hate her. But I also love her. Fuck my life right now.
" y/n you need to embrace your self no one cares what you look like as long as your you" I looked at her slightly angry but with apologetic eyes.
She leaned in to me and our noses touched. I blushed red and felt like I couldn't breathe. " oh no don't spazz out " I thought desperately in my head.
I clenched my eyes shut and felt something soft touch my lips. I stood there shocked. My best friend was kissing a weirdo like me. Wow life has it's up and downs. " y
will you be my girl friend"
I had tears in my eyes
" yes yes of course "
I jumped on her In a hug position.
Best moment ever.
2418 words (:
God I wrote this at half one and i got on to the names and descriptions of them bullies at 2:48 and Iv finished this at 9:52 so I'm sorry if this is a bad piece. And that you had a long wait. Hope you enjoyed this (:
