Unfulfilled Wish // XXXTENTACION

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I woke up and I was in Jahseh's arms. I was happy to wake up lile this. My ass was touching his d- nvm.

I unwrapped myself from his hands. I went into the bathroom and did my morning routine.

School ends next week. This is my final year, yeah boi!

I put on my camo pants with a oversized shirt.

I prepared everything for school.

"Jahseh, can you drive me to school?" I asked.

"Go with the bus." He said as he continued sleeping.

I sighed and walked to the bus stop. After about 2 minutes the bus came.

I got in and found a seat. I plugged my earphones in my ear and looked out the window.

Then I received a message from Laurie.

Laurie
Yoo, did you know that Jah and Stokes are rappers. Check out their music. Stokes name is Ski mask the slump god and Jah's is Xxxtentacion.

Me
Okay, I'll check out their music.

I searched on youtube ski mask the slump god and the first thing that popped out is Ski mask the slump god - Take a step back ft Xxxtentacion.

I listened to it and it was amazing dude.

I texted Jah immediately.

Me
Jah I love ur song with Stokeley. The take a step back one.

He didn't text back cause he was asleep probably.

We finally arrived. I got out and went to my class.

:::

Home sweet home, ugh I hate school, good thing is that my grades arent that bad.

I went into my room. The whole house is quiet so it means Jahseh left.

I checked my phone and he sent me a message.

Jahseh
Thanks💞

I left him on seen and I changed into something more comfortable.
Shorts and a tank top.

I kinda wanted to write something. I sat down at my desk and pulled out a paper from my notebook.

I started writing:

I wanna be alone
Alone with you - does that make sense?
I wanna steal your soul
And hide you in my treasure chest
( She wants to be alone with Jahseh and not with others. She thinks Jahseh is precious and she doesnt wanna give him to anybody.)

I don't know what to do
To do with your kiss on my neck
I don't know what feels true
But this feels right so stay a sec
Yeah, you feel right so stay a sec
( she wants him to stay with her. )

And let me crawl inside your veins
I'll build a wall, give you a ball and chain
It's not like me to be so mean
You're all I wanted
Just let me hold you
Like a hostage
Gold on your fingertips
Fingertips against my cheek
Gold leaf across your lips
Kiss me until I can't speak
Gold chain beneath your shirt
The shirt that you let me wear home
Gold's fake and real love hurts
And nothing hurts when I'm alone
When you're with me and we're alone
And let me crawl inside your veins
I'll build a wall, give you a ball and chain
It's not like me to be so mean
You're all I wanted
Just let me hold you
Hold you
Like a hostage
Like a hostage
( I THINK YALL GET THE LYRICS )
( THIS SONG IS CALLED HOSTAGE AND THE ARTIST IS BILLIE EILISH )