Unfulfilled Wish // XXXTENTACION

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Last update for a while!!!

Good scarlxrd book?

1 week later

In this week I was actually doing pretty good. I didn't cry at all. I felt like my mom's spirit was always beside me leading me.

Right now I was at the mall with Jahseh. One boy who was about 16 or 17 asked Jah for a picture. And Jahseh, of course said yes.

I went into the pet shop to buy a dog collar and a leash, because soon I will have to walk him. Oh and Coco is scared of water. Maybe he will love the sea.

(A/N my husky hates water and goes crazy when I walk him to the sea. He loves sea and hates water, I know tf? Tell me what's wrong with my husky pls )

I bought a black harness with green leash. Then I bought some dog treats and dog food. Then we went and bought some food for ourselves.

Then Jahseh had this idea to take a pac man toy and start throwing it at me. I ignored it and then he stopped. Then he started playing with my butt.

Then he started dry humping me from the back. I started to turn around and saw a old lady giving us a disgusted look.

I turned around and slightly pushed Jahseh.

"Dude stop. What the hell is your problem?" I whisper yelled.

"I don't know, I'm bored." He said and shrugged. I swear to god-

"It's not my problem." I said as he rolled his eyes.

We went to the cashier to buy the food. While I was giving her money I saw that grandma again and she gave me a disgusted look, again.

I just ignored it. When we was finished we headed home.

Later we arrived and I placed the bags on the counter. I placed the things we bought in the counter, fridge...

I placed the dog leash on the coffee table and looked for Coco.

"Coco!"

"He's with me!" Jahseh yelled from the room. I ran up the stairs and headed into the room.

I saw Coco laying on Jahseh while he is caressing Coco. Awee, so cute. Coco slowly opened his eyes as I approach him.

He fastly stands up as his tail starts wiggling.

"Hey baby. Look what I have for you." I said as I showed him some treats and the collar.

I grabbed him and sat down on the bed and then I placed him on my lap.

Then I putted on the collar. It looked great. Then I gave him some dog treats.

After that he went downstairs somewhere. I sat on Jahsehs stomach.

"Move baby, im trying to watch the movie." He whined.

I sighed and laid next to him. I watched the movie with him. I got bored so I started kissing his neck.

"Nataly when I played with you in the shop you told me to stop now im busy watching this movie so leave me be." He said. He was right, im such a bitch.

"I'm sorry Jahseh. Please forgive me?"

"No this is your punishment." He said.

"Whatever dude." I said annoyed. I went downstairs and found Coco running around the house chasing a fly.

"Coco! Let's go swimming."

He immediately came running towards me. When we stepped in the backyard it was so hot because the AC in was working in the house.

Coco sticked his tongue out of his mouth while he ran towards the pool. Then he jumped in and swam for a lil bit.

Later he came out and I dryed him off with a towel. Then we went back into the house, ugh I got relieved because it was so hot outside.

I went back upstairs and laid beside Jahseh, again.

I kissed him on the lips and soon enough he kissed me back. I definitely did not expect this because before he- nvm. He laid on me as we broke the kiss to breathe.

Then I took his shirt off and he did the same to me. He unhooked my bra and threw it on the floor. I pulled down his boxers and he pulled down my panties.

Then he slid into me. ( IM ALWAYS DYING OF LAUGHTER WHEN I WRITE SEX SCENES )

I moaned louder and louder causing him to kiss me to stop my moaning. Luckily I closed the door so Coco can't get in, that would be awkward.

Soon enough he came on the bed.

"Jahseh! Now I have to change the covers ugh." I yelled at him. He just laughed while I got up.

He smacked my ass as I removed the covers. I pulled my shorts and a simple white t shirt on, nothing complicated. I walked downstairs and placed the covers into the washmachine.

I had to let coco out in the backyard so he can take a shit and swim. I grabbed the towel and went with him out.

He did what he had to do and then he jumped into the pool. I love when he sticks his tongue out. That is so cute.

He swam for 5 minutes and then I dried him off.

We went back into the house. He laid on the couch slowly falling asleep.

I just love this cutie. I went upstairs and laid on Jahseh's chest.

"I love you." I said and I gave him a peck on the lips.

"Love you too." He said as he placed his arms around my waist. Lord knows I love this man.