Unfulfilled Wish // XXXTENTACION

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Jahseh🙄

No sir, we cannot.

Im serious

So am I?

Meet me at Dispet cafe bar tomorrow at 3

Sir I believe I just said No, and the answer is not changing. Thank you for your time, bye.
Seen 3:54 am
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Well hello new life, good fucking bye Jahseh.

Gee I need Tadoe's dick right now. Ugh fuck it where's the louis vuitton ecstasy?

I went through the clothes to finally find the drugs.

I need alcohol. I went downstairs and found jägermeister.

I opened the bottle and let the liquid slide down my throat. I felt it sting as it slid down.

I am so fucked up, my life is ruined. Why do I exist?

The questions kept popping up, the drugs fuck you up big time.

I laid on my bed and closed my eyes. Can this all go away?

Im not stable at this point and I just want to overdose so I can disappear.

I deny suffering from the breakup while inside I suffer every second. I still think about him.

I always try to give myself time, but shit just doesnt want to go away.

I dont want to meet up with him cause I know we are gonna have a fight, again and I just wanna forget about him at this point.

Coco interrupted my thoughts walking into my room. I just realized that I've been staring at my wall

All this shit is funny, ugh im too drugged. I laid in my bed cause i could barely walk, the drugs started affecting me.

I closed my eyes, even tho i wanted to get up and have a damn party over here. Okay these drugs really fucking me up.

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I opened my eyes and I realized I'm on the floor. I took a second to remember what happened.

Okay well no drugs for today or the next month.

I wrote another song in the mist of finding a director for my next music video that hasn't been filmed yet for on point.

We had to reschedule it for sometime next week.

Fuck, I forgot I have a studio session. Ugh I'll just see if Tadoe can come pick me up.

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Tae😍

Hey, can you come scoop me and bring me to the stu?

Sure, be ready in 5

Nigga I need more time then that,I just woke up and my head pounding