Unfulfilled Wish // XXXTENTACION

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"If I didn't meet you in the first place, my baby would've been fine," I cried.

"I'm sorry, but who did this to you?" Michael asked.

"Your fucking girl that's who!" I yelled at him.

"What? I don't have a girlfriend." He said confused. Jahseh and the doctor went out of the room now.

"Yes you do! The light skin girl with yellow hair and fake freckles." I said calming down slowly.

"Um she is not my girl."

"Oh, then what is she?"

"Just a friend."

"Well maybe you should tell the bitch to calm the fuck down cause the bitch fucking killed my baby...my little baby." I said starting to cry again.

Michael came close, and he hugged me.

"Im so sorry babygirl. I'm gonna go and take care of Ayleks." He said. I just didn't respond. He left the room, and I was alone.

My thoughts started attacking me.

You're so weak
You're so dumb
Wow you couldn't even protect your baby
Wow what a bitch
At least she is prettier than u
Wow ur ugly
You deserve what just happened to you

I started crying even harder.

Then Jahseh came into the room. His eyes were puffy and red from crying.

"Come on, it's time to go home." He said, and I nodded.

I got up, but as soon as I stood on my legs, I fell down and started crying.

I felt weak and worthless. I felt Jahseh lift me off the ground and carry me bridal style.

I silently cried into his chest. He held me tighter as I let out quiet cries.

"It's gonna be okay." He said as we got to our car. He kissed me and placed me in the passenger seat.

I couldn't do anything but stay silent and cry.

::: ( A/N  I'm not gonna describe that one month left. So I'm just gonna skip one month. )

I placed my last shirt in and closed the suitcase. I fixed my hair and sighed.

"That's all. Let's head to the airport," I said and Jahseh got out of the bed.

He grabbed the car keys and we went downstairs. My mom was already crying.

"Mom it's not like I'm not coming back. I'll be back here in a month." I said as I hugged her.

She nodded as she hugged me back tightly. We finally let go and went to head to the airport.

:::

We have finally arrived. It's beautiful here. I can even go swimming in the sea.

Finally something different.

Me and Laurie got a room together. I changed into something more comfortable, but still nice.

Later we were going out to see the salon we were gonna work at. Laurie already got in the shower.

I was on my phone while she took a shower then receiving a message from Trippie.

Michael
Hey, how is it there?

Me
Good. I got to go take a shower bc me and Laurie going later to see the salon we were working at.

Michael
Okay then, guess I'll talk to you later.

Just then Laurie got out fully clothed. She started placing the clothes from her suitcase into the dresser.

I went and took a shower while she put our clothes in place.

When I was finished, I got out and I had 20 minutes to get ready. I quickly got dressed and blow dried my hair later brushing it.

I hurried and took my phone and  wallet with me.

When we arrived, we were surprised as it was beautiful because it was such a new salon.

We looked all over and a lady explained everything. When we were finished, we drank some coffee at a cafe bar and after that we headed to our room.

:::

I remember when I came back to the hotel and just throwing myself on the bed cause I was so tired.

I got up at 8 am and had to go to the salon at 3 pm.

I decided to go to the mall because I was just bored.

I got ready and walked to the mall. Luckily we are 10 minutes away from it.

I walked around the mall and went into some shops buying some clothes. I had this dumb idea, but it was good for me and Laurie since we were bored again.

I went into a store and bought a PlayStation 4 or ps4 whatever you wanna call it.

With that I bought Gta 5 and Crash Bandicoot. OH and I'm gonna download fortnite when we set it up.

I walked into the room with my hands full of bags.

"Laurie, wake up I have a surprise," I said and she woke up.

"Ugh what is it?" Why are you even waking me up? it's eleven in the morning dude," She said.

"Whatever," I say rolling my eyes, "Stop being lazy and come see what I bought," I said as I put the bags full of clothes on the couch and took the bag with the ps4.

I gave it to Laurie and she had a confused look on her face until she saw it was a ps4.

"Why did you buy this? We are broke and you out here buying ps4s and shit," she said getting angry.

"It's okay. Be happy ughhh at least for once. Now come on lets set it up," I said with a smile on my face.

She shrugged and helped me set the ps4 up. We then downloaded all the games we wanted.

Well lets say it was difficult.