"I don't understand why Alice left Wonderland"
This.
I finished school today for summer and said goodbye to some of my best friends who I probably won't see much for 6 weeks. Since I got home I've been listening to tons of music, and during the school assembly I got some serious triggers and ideas for my next scenario. Even though it's just sort of daydreaming, it's more like I'm creating a mixed up, non-chronological but never ending story that just keeps coming and coming and that I act out for my own happiness.
You know in the first entry, I said my "'crush' isn't really a 'crush' anymore"? Well I kinda meant that the things I daydream about have probably instigated more intense feelings and thoughts about him. In my head, we're in a proper relationship and spend a lot of time together, in real life he's a schoolboy crush who doesn't talk to me.
I'm wondering if, because I'm off school for 6 weeks and I'll not see him as much, if that will lower my urge to daydream. Probably not, because I tend to swap every night between scenario themes. Recently my scenarios have been based about him, but sometimes they're about celebrities, maybe a band member, something like that. So I'll still daydream, even if it's not about him. It's not as easy as just "stopping".
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Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder
Non-Fiction**THIS HAS NO STORYLINE, IT'S AN INSIGHT** I don't believe there are many books on Maladaptive Daydreaming here, so my personal purpose is to try and connect with other daydreamers - I promise you're not alone, and this thing doesn't have to be clas...
