chapter 7: maybe goodbyes are good

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(y/n) pov

It's been weeks since the "real father" incident and we finally found a way to get me home. Cas talked with some higher-ups and turns out I just need some of my blood and a peace of something from the other world. And no matter how excited I am to see my mom, I can't help but feel like I'm losing something very important.

We sat at the table with everything we need; a knife, a bowl, and the charm bracelet my mom gave me when I was 6. I sat across from Sam and I could see the tears he was trying not to spill. The closer we got to the end the harder it was to leave.

I started my goodbyes with Dean, " Dean, in this time that I've known you I have grown to love you as a sort of big brother and I'm so glad I've gotten to know you." The tears started flowing before I even got his name out of my mouth.

"Cas, you are a great guy and I know now that I'll always have an angel watching over me." We hugged and then I turned to Sam.

He was looking down refusing to look at me. I sat beside him and grabbed his hand, making him look at me. "Maybe goodbyes are good. Maybe we will get back to each other..... Maybe." I smiled through the tears and without a second thought, he enveloped me in a hug.

The hug wasn't just a hug. It said things that couldn't be said out loud, and the longer we hugged the longer I could feel that feeling of losing something important growing.

We began to start the process of getting me back home. It was slow and painful, not just because of the giant cut on my hand, but because Sam wouldn't stop looking at me with those puppy dog eyes silently begging me to stay. But before I could stop it everything went black and Sam was gone. My heart breaking in the process.

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