Sam's POV
I'm the dumbest person in existence. No one has ever done anything dumber than what I just did ever. She kissed me, and I ran away. Like a coward. I've been trying to get her to kiss me since she got here and i finally get it and I ran away.
She probably hates me now. She's probably sitting in her room hating my guts. I would too if I were her, I do. I hate my guts because I made the stupidest decision ever. And I probably just lost the best thing that ever happened to me.
I have to figure out a way to make this up to her. I'll fix it. After all we are soul mates she cant hate me forever. Can she?
(Y/n)'s POV
I'm the dumbest person in existence. No one has done anything dumber than what I just did ever. I kissed him, and he ran away. I messed up big time. I just ruined any chance I had with the one person i have ever truly cared about.
I have decided i will just avoid him until i die. It cant be that hard right? I'll just make sure we are never around each other ever again. That way he wont hate me.
The next day I stayed in my room until about 12:30 just to get a head start on the avoiding. Around that time I was getting hungry so I started to head toward the kitchen, but stopped dead in my tracks when I saw him. I did a full 180° and ran straight to the bathroom deciding on a shower instead. This was going to be alot harder than I thought.
Sam's POV
She hadn't left her room all morning. I was getting concerned that she would never come out. At around 12:30 I decided to make myself a sandwich. Right as I was putting the finishing touches on my sandwich I heard the shuffling of feet and then a sudden stop. By the time I looked up all I could see was her back to me running toward the bathroom.
"(Y/n)." I called out a little to softly for her to hear. Not really sure I'd know what to say if she did hear.
My mind swam in a million different directions the rest of the day.
I walked into the library a little while later to help Dean on the new case. I walked in just in time to hear her tell dean that she wasn't helping on the case. She made eye contact with me at the end and basically ran out of the room.
I sat down in a chair with my head hung low dreading the conversation I knew was coming from my older brother. When i looked up his face said it all, but he spoke anyway.
"Spill it, lover boy. What happened? Why does she look like she has had Niagara falls on her face all morning?" He demanded, arms coming across his chest.
(Lol I'm hilarious. I know this is a serious scene, but come on comedy gold right there)
I sighed, hand making it's way to my head, and explained all the events that had happened the night before. I hadn't expected him to hit me. But when his hand met my cheek I knew I deserved it.
Suddenly he got really close to me and in a hushed whisper he hatched his plan for me to win her back.
We would send someone else on the hunt. This was way more important. This was love. And no supernatural or even natural creature could ever stand in the way of soul mates.
Dean and I packed our stuff as if we were leaving for the hunt, but as soon as we sat in baby, the hunt was so far in our minds we kind of forgot what the supernatural was for a little while.
I really hope Dean's plan will work out. I cant lose her. I just can't.
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