(y/n) pov
After crying to Sam for what felt like hours I finally calmed down enough to tell him all that happened. How my dad told the truth. How my mom didn't love me.
Everything is different now. I am different. I decided that I was going to dedicate my life to what Sam and Dean do. Im gonna hunt things, save people. It's gonna be the best thing for me.
I trained for months and months. I poured everything I had into this life. I read the books, I trained, I learned about every creature known to man. All the while I got closer and closer to Sam.
When I wasn't training, him and I would go out. I wouldn't call them dates, because neither of us were really ready for it. But we got pretty close.
Soon tensions got heavy and I would overhear Dean chewing sam out to,"just grow a pair" and ask me out on a real date.
After awhile I just got used to the fact that sam would never ask me out. Until one day, things changed.
We had just got back from a really bad hunt. Everyone was hurt in one way or another. Dean most definitely had a broken arm, Sam had a gnarly knot in his head, and my ankle was 50 kinds of messed up.
Sam helped me heal and carried me around everywhere. One night we had been watching a movie and I fell asleep on the couch. I woke up enough to feel him pick me up and take me to my room.
In that moment I decide to make the first move. When he sat me down on the bed I grabbed his neck and pulled him down. And as quickly as our lips collided they separated. I had never seen a man leave a room that quickly ever.
I cried myself to sleep that night not knowing why he ran away. Wondering if I had just pushed the one man I truly ever cared about away. Had i made the worst decision of my entire life?
Well well well, look who finally decided to update. I'm so sorry it took me this long, but I'm gonna be updating more frequently. I hope you enjoy this chapter. Have a nice whatever time you're reading this! Enjoy!
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