We Met Online, But I Love You

Chapter 1: Devon Anderson

I Woke Up Early, I Had School Today. I Hate Mckinley, I'm The Only Gay Kid. I Have Straight Friends That I Love But Sometimes It Gets Hard To Be Friends With The Boys. I Have No One To Talk To About My Feelings. Everybody Knows I'm Gay But They Don't Care Or Wait Someone Do Care Karofsky Cares, He's My Bully. Yeah I Got A Bully Who Has Told Me He's Going To Kill Me That's Fun. People Say They Care But I Think They Really Don't. I Hate Mckinley I Wish I Could Get Out Of There And Meet A Guy Who I Can Talk To About My Feelings And Maybe Fall In Love With And He Actually Loves Me Back But No One Is Going To Love Me.

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"Good Job Blaine" Every Warbler Said. I'm Blaine, They Call Me Blaine Warbler. I'm The Lead Of The Warblers. I'm Proud To Be Gay And I Have A Lot Of Friends I'm Popular. But The One Thing I Want I Can't Have The Thing I Want Most Is A Soulmate A Boyfriend Who Loves Me And I Love Back But Where Do I Find That?

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I Walk Down The School Hallway In The Middle, Karosky Is At Football Practice So I Was Safe But I Didn't Feel Safe. It Feels Empty Inside Me. I Hate Walking In The Hallway Seeing Boyfriends And Girlfriends I Want One Too, I Show Everyone That I'm Happy But I'm Not Happy!

I Walk Into The Choir Room The One Room Were Everybody Actually Loves Me And Say They Care, They Do Care But Not In The Way I Want Them Too. They Don't Understand, They Have Boyfriends And Girlfriends They Don't Understand How Unhappy I Am.

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I'm At This Coffee Place Called The Lima Been, I Love This Place. I'm Alone Checking Out Boys But No On Has The Look And No One Looks Gay. I Feel Weird But It's The Right Thing To Do I Take My Phone Up From My Pocket And I Make An Account For A Dating Site. I Use My Real Name Or I Almost Do I Call Myself Devon Anderson, My Middle Name As First Name Genius! I Use A Picture From When I Was Younger And Had Curls Before I Found Hair Gel. And I Write Some Stuff About Me, My Real Age 17. That I'm Gay And My Number. I'm Done With It. It Felt Weird What If Someone From Dalton Saw, If They Would Recognize I Had To Take It Down But It's Not Possible.

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I Return To The Hallway, Glee Club Is Over I'm Finally Going Home, I'm Walking In The Hallway Alone But When I Get To My Locker Karosky Is There.

"What Are You Doing Here?"

"I Haven't Seen You All Day And Now You Are Mean To Me?"

"Just Let Me Get My Things And I Will Leave!"

"Kurt... Really? You Think It's So Easy?

"Just Leave Me Alone Okay! I'm Late."

"No, Kurt I Want One Thing First, Promise Me!

"What?"

"Meet Me Tomorrow At Your Locker Before School, Okay?"

"Sure? Can I Please Just Get My Things So I Can Leave"

He Left Finally, I Got My Things Out From The Locker And I Walked Home, Since The Walk Was Short I Didn't Have To Drive. I Got Home And I Made A Loud Noise I Walked To My Room And I Heard My Dad Yelling At Me But I Didn't Care I Took A Shower And Went To Bed Early Again, But Before I Was Sleeping I Heard My Phone Make A Weird Noise, I Never Heard Before I Checked It And I Had Got A Mail From The Stupid Dating Thing But It Said We Found A Match, Why Not Look? My Life Is Hell Enough It Can't Get Worse I Saw The Profile To The Guy He Was Handsome And His Curly Hair Was Cute He Was One Year Younger But It Didn't Matter He Was Gay And He Lived Close So Why Not Kurt? Text Him Now!

I Sent Him A Text, "Hey, This Is Weird But We Match"

I Waited A Few Minuets And I Heard The Weird Noise Again

And There I Had Got A Text Back, "Hey, I Saw That. It Was Stupid Sorry..."

I Texted Him Back Fast "What Do You Mean Stupid And Sorry?"

He Answered Fast Back "I Was Lonely, I Was Just Going To Make One And Delete It But It Doesn't Work"

"Forget That, Let's Talk?"

I Texted Back,

What Was I Doing?

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This Guy I've Been Texting For 30 Minuets Now Is Really Sweet, He's Handsome. He's One Year Older But Dating Older Guys Is Okay? His Name Is Kurt Elizabeth Hummel And I'm Lying To Him, I'm Telling Him My Name Is Devon Anderson And My Picture Is Old I Can't Lie To Him But I Can't Say I Lie To Him, Not Now But I Will Say It!

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