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Dealing with hate (Preference)

A/N: THIS CHAPTER IS IN YOUR POV

Also, there will be self-harm, talk of suicide, and depressing things. If this triggers you, please skip this chapter. Thank you, and enjoy reading!💞
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Cody Carson: I walked into the house I shared with my boyfriend of two years, Cody, and his dog, Mateo.

I got on Twitter like I usually do, and saw something that made me spit out my drink.

@SiO20o818: (random Twitter name btw) omg have you seen @CodySIO's girlfriend?! What does he see in her, for real? He needs a real girl;) #setitoff

Do his fans really think this? Do they really not like me? Am I not good enough?

I remembered Cody is out with the guys celebrating Zach's birthday late. I screamed as loud as I could and cried, making Mateo yelp in fear. I cried more and more.

I walked to the bathroom to wash off any makeup that was left on my face. I saw something glisten in the corner of my eye. I knew exactly what it was.

It was like a battle between my mind and my body..

Do it. He doesn't love you anyways.

Yes he does.

You think so? Well, who told you that lie?

Cody.

Do it. You'll feel so much better. I promise..
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I walked and grabbed the glistening razor blade from the top of the cabinet. I went to the dark corner of our room and dragged the sharp edge against my skin. Man, it hurt, but it felt so right..

I winced a little bit as tears rolled down my face.

I heard a door open, then close. Oh my god, I'm fucked.

"Y/N! Baby, I'm back!" He yelled, his perfect voice resonating in the house.

I tried keeping quiet but it didn't work. Next thing I know, Cody is at the doorway, tears in his blue eyes.

"Baby, you promised...," he cried, kneeling to my side, wrapping up my scars.

"I know, b-but, your fans," i sobbed, feeling ashamed of what I did.

"M-my fans? What about them, Y/N?" He asked, holding me close. I showed him the tweet on my phone, and I started crying again.

He sighed, got up, and left them room, taking his phone with him.

"Cody? Where you going?" I asked, scared he was leaving me.

"I'll be right back baby," he called from what sounded like the other side of the room. I got into our shared bed and fell into a deep sleep.

When I woke up, I checked my phone to see that Cody tweeted something and tagged me in it. It was a video.

@CodySIO: "umm hey, guys. So I have something serious to say. If you're going to say anything about my girlfriend you better say it to me. She's crying because of a tweet some asshole posted. So leave her alone, and to everyone who stood up for her, thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you so much. I love you guys and have an amazing day"

I got up and went to go find Cody. He was passed out on the couch with Mateo on his lap, an Eagles game on the TV.

"Babe," I gently shook him awake.

"Hmmm?" He said sleepily.

"Thank you," I whispered and kissed him.

"You're welcome, baby," he smiled and held me tight.

Maxx Danziger:

Maxx was on the couch, me laying next to him.

I was scrolling through Instagram and I saw a picture of me and read the caption.

@hellopersons: Maxx Danziger's Girlfriend? He deserves better.

I sighed, and Maxx looked at me. I gave him a look which meant 'Fans are hating again.' I replied back.

@Y/IG/N: heyyy, thanks. I'm sorry, but Maxx's mine. Hate all you want. You're just jealous. Sorry boo:)

I put my phone down as pistol came and sat down on my lap, meowing and begging for attention.

"I'm proud of you babe," he said, rubbing my thigh.

"Why, Maxx?" I asked.

"Because You're learning how to get better with dealing with fan hate. I'm so so so proud of you, and I love you," he said, kissing me.

Zach DeWall:

Zach was at the store getting groceries and good things for our 3 year anniversary.

I was scrolling through Twitter when I saw something that made me wanna cry.

@idekwhatthisis: aww happy 3 years, @ZachSIO and @Y/T/N.... NOT! He doesn't love you, Y/N. Stop trying.

I wanted to do something I haven't tried to do again since I met Zach.

I wanted to kill myself.

Zach was my saving grace. He saved me from everyone, and made my life better. First, I was an abused girl from Y/H/T (your hometown), And now I'm a girl dating the guy of my dreams.

Until my dreams were crushed.

Does he really love me? Is it a charade?

I went to the bathroom, and got a bottle of pills. I took them into my hand and was about to put them into my mouth before I heard them door.

Zach ran to the bathroom and saw me.

"Y/N!! What the fuck?! You promised me you wouldn't do it again..  You  promised," he cried, making me spit the pills out.

"I know, Zachie, but this," I showed him the tweet.

@ZachSIO: Whoever wants to talk shit about me and my girlfriend, say it to me. She almost died today and whoever sent out that tweet, fuck you. Those of you who stood up for my baby girl, I thank each and every one of you. Love you guys, and please be kind. Especially to my dear Y/N.

Dan Clermont:

Dan and I were laying in bed and on our devices. Dan was talking to the guys about their new song and going through ideas. I wad bored, so I went on Twitter and saw a bunch of nasty tweets.

"Dan's gf's fat @DannySIO @Y/T/N"

"God, what do you see in her?"

"Go die"

I cried, and Dan heard me. He hung up and pulled me to him.

"Baby girl what's wrong?" He asked, stroking my hair.

"Hate." I said simply, showing him the tweets. He sighed and got back on his computer.

He let me read his tweet and then he sent it.

@DannySIO: please be kind everyone. Words hurt. Today, my baby girl was attacked by haters online, and she didn't take it too well. She was called fat, they asked what I saw I  her, and she was told to go die. Please, be kind and if not, you're blocked.

"Thank you baby," I cried.

"Don't thank me. I'm just protecting you. I love you, Y/N." He kissed my forehead and we went to bed together.

A/N: yay! Finally another update! I know I've been inactive but due to school, I've been working on this for three days. 💗

                               ~TheBossC1ub💪💞