My Time To Go

14

Graduation was short and sweet. Just how I like things to be.

As soon as it was over, Daniel and I headed over to his house.

"So, you really like her?" He sighs.

"Huh, who?" I reply sarcastically.

"Don't play stupid. It's written all over your face, you practically scream 'Im in love with the school's princess ahhhhhhhh" he retorts while putting on his best cheerleading accent and waving his hands around his face.

I laugh with tears in my ears and push him into the hedge next to his front door.

"Dude, I dont act like that" I stammer, but then I sigh realising the truth, that I do really like her. "I don't know what it is about her, but it's driving me crazy. Her scent, her eyes, her hair and her fucking body, like it's all overwhelming and this is not like me at all, but when I'm with her I feel like a completely new person, like I'm care free or some shit"

"Wow, you in deep. How long has this been going on? She's turning you into a bitch?" he chuckles as i punch him in the arm.

"I'm not a bitch, you little fuck, but I'm serious"

"Yeah, I can tell. Just don't get too attached. Cause if you come crying because she broke your heart or some shit, I will kick you out of my house and throw crackers at you through the window."

We roll over laughing and soon after I change the subject. We talk about games and his family and all the stuff that I missed when I was in hospital.

It made me realise how much I missed my bestfriend, and how extraordinary he was. I was lucky to have him, I was a very lucky bastard.

....

When I reach home, I run straight to my room to change my clothes. I kick the door open and I'm startled to see Maddison sitting on my bed in lingerie.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" I bellow as I slam the door behind me.

I'm not even going to ask how she got in, because my dumb as father left the front door open.

"I came to see you baby," she replies while slowly making her way over to me and placing her hand on my abdomen.

"I can't do this right now!" I stammer while watching her fingers as it trails to the band of my pants.

"I will make it worth your while," she whispers into my ear, as she takes my cock into her hand, and begins to stroke.

I grunt while trying to compose myself and for a moment I want to get lost in her, but images of Rachael appear, and i immediately push Maddison away.

"I said, I can't do this right now!" I exclaim.

"Well, your friend says something different" she retorts, while unclasping her bra.

"Put your fuckiing clothes on Maddie, I dont want to have sex with you, Get out my house,"

"For fucks sake, what's your problem? What have I done to you? Am I not good enough? Or is it that bitch?"

"Don't talk about her like that?"

"What is it because she has money? Is it because I can't give that to you, you know damn well that she's using you and there are more things to life than money Nathaniel! We grew up in the projects together. We both know what it's like to be poor, how it can tear apart families, we live the same life, you're just like me" she stammers.

"I am nothing like you!" I roar. "I don't want Rachael for her money and you know that, you know the reason why I wont be with you. You're a whore Maddison. You slept with fucking Harvey Salvdon when you wanted us to have a relationship. I can't be in a relationship with someone as crappy as you. You would ruin my reputation, Maddison. Now put your fucking clothes on, and get out of my fucking house. And I swear if I hear Rachael's name in your mouth again, I will slit your throat."

Tears stream down her face ruining her makeup, making her eyes puffy as she rushes to put her shorts on and throws a shirt over her head before stumbling down the stairs and slamming the door behind her.

I slowly trudge into the bathroom and take my clothes off, i feel bad, very bad for the things I had said to her. But she had it coming and honestly I was done playing around. I wanted one person, and one person only.

And with that I turned off the shower and seeped into bed.

It was time for a well earned nap.