My Time To Go

7

It's the day of my review, and honestly I'm dreading it.

That annoying principle and his stupid rules. Why can't he just leave me alone?

By the time i get to school it's cloudy, it looks like it's about to rain.

As I walk through the building I could hear people whispering about me, honestly I couldn't care less. I walk straight into the Principle's office without even knocking and sit down in my assigned seat.

There she was. Again. With her fucking angelic presence. My heart starts to race, the blood in my body is pumping faster and my hands are beginning to get sweaty. 

I can't help myself as I gaze at her stunning figure. Fuck what was happening to me? Why am I feeling this way about a stupid bitch?

"How's it going, Mr Gray?" asks Mr Smith.

"Fine", I reply,

"What do you think Ms Collins?"

"I said fine"i reply, once again before she could even utter a response.

Did he not trust my word? Who was she that her input was more important than mine?

And with that Mr Smith excused us from his office.

I literally ran to class. I couldn't be in the room with her so close to me. It was like i was choking on air, it was stifling. I really need to clear my thoughts.

As I walk into class, I can see everyone glaring at me, including the stupid teacher, but then again I did miss a few classes. 

I really hate english, it is a waste of time. If it wasn't for graduation, I wouldn't be here. 

I could see Daniel at the back of the room grinning at me, with an empty desk next to him. Honestly he's a lifesaver i wouldn't know what to do without him.

Daniel's been my childhood friend since I moved to this area. Despite me living in such shitty conditions, Daniel has always stuck by my side. I probably would of died if it wasn't for him. He makes everything 10 times better. He's one of the only people that can make my die of laughter and smile until my jaw hurts. Damn, I would do anything for that kid.

I give him a toothy grin and take a seat next to him, we exchange hello's, but not before he tells me about his awful step-mum slashing his dad's tyres for not paying the electricity bills.

As class starts I start to gaze off, I look out of the window and all i can see is her.

Her hair, her eyes, her beautiful figure. She has such soft lips that i want to touch and kiss. I want to run my fingers along her skin, and through her hair. I want to hug her and arghhh i just want to be next to her. 

This has to stop. I hate girls like that, she's not even my type. I don't understand why i can't stop thinking about her. She's not even that important. Quite frankly she's a stuck up, spoilt, rich bitch.

I need to see her. To talk to her. Tell her to stay away from me. 

I would find her at lunch, and tell her exactly that.

....

Lunch Time

It's time. I am pacing down the hall trying to find her. My heart racing, my palms are sweaty and i am not thinking straight. 

Throughout my last lesson I had rehearsed what I was gonna say. Plain and simple.

"I don't like you, stay away from me and I will stay away from you"

But honestly at this moment in time I am panicking and have no clue what I am actually going to do.

I have been pacing for about 5 minutes when I finally find her in the board room with some other students.

As I enter, everyone turns around. She was the last too look and i swear there's something wrong with my body, as it reacts to her eyes gazing upon me. 

I can't help but admire her beauty, her skin's glowing, her soul is perceived through her eyes, a hidden feature which added mystery, which made her so enticing that i think i could stare at her for days.

What happened next, well I was not expecting it.

"i'm in the middle of a very important meeting right now, and i cannot deal with your childish behaviour, just leave me alone and get out" She screams.

I'm taken back, shocked and confused. But I start to get pissed. 

How dare she speak to me like that?

Who the fuck does she think she is?

Everyone else might fall to their knees when they see her but i sure as hell won't.

I knew she always had that little bitch attitude inside her despite how good looking she may be.

....

The day seemed to have dragged on forever, and when the last bell rang. I was the first to jump up and exit the building. 

I had decided that I would go visit mum today. It wasn't a long walk and there was a flower shop near by. I bought pink roses and some lilies. Mum was never a fan of flowers but it was the least I could do after everything that has happened.

As i was walked past the alley way, i could see the silhouette of 3 people. 

"Get on your knees, little bitch", said one of the men, while grabbing the girl hair and dragging her down. 

I immediately dropped the flowers and ran to her aid.