calla and the rest of the bullies took the focus off kody and on lumine but they were harder on him calla would jump him after school and they would kick him hard and tell him to kill himself although it never did bother him it still got to him lumi...
its been a year since everyone found out about lumines unpleasant secret lumines gone to multiple therapist and had counseling it made him feel better (temporally) lumine never told anyone about the bullying. no one knew that he was still unstable and they didn't know others were hurting him. on thing truly bothered lumine after they found out about his self harm they started to act differently towards him. adien would be more upbeat when hes around everyone acted happy when I was around because they didn't want me to feel depressed but lumine hated that they were acting this way why cant they act like they were before. kody stopped talking to lumine and they had different rooms lumine is by aidens office so if he needs anything he can go to aiden
lumines pov
I was currently reading a book I got from a library. it was boring but I read boring books all the time it something strange about it that makes me feel weird. I was seting in the window in the attic . I love how it felt when the light shined through the window the warmth and how the sun rays felt on my skin.
it was summer brake and the evning
I wanted to talk to kody so bad but w havent talked in such a long time. after dinner I went to his room door I stood there for a good 7 seconds before sighing "kody hates me whats the point he must think im a waste of space since he didn't want to share a room with me" I ran back to my room and flopped on my bed . I jumped up and went to the bath room to get my pills. they were supposed to make me mentily feel better I was only suppose to take one but the thing is aiden would know that I took one and then he would try to cheer me up along with the pill I never really liked others helping me I was more of a lonewolf. I took the pill before falling on my bed with my arm over my eyes
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like this but with the arm completely covering the eyes just the arm
I started to get thouts in my head
why cant I just die
nobody likes me
why cant I stop the pain in my heart
its giving me a headache
I wonder were the rainbow is now
why do cats hate dogs so much
MY HEAD HURTS
maybe 1 more pill wont hurt
AHHHHHHHH
STOP TOUCHING ME
just 1 more
the rainbow
WHY CANT I JUST DIE
"how long have you felt this way"
AHHHHHHHHH MAKE IT STOP
before I knew it I had a knife to my neck so many thoughts ran through my braking mind my head hurts,just one more,
aidens pov
I walked upstairs finished with cleaning now I just have to finish my paper work before sherry finds out ive been slacking off. I went to my office before I stopped when I herd counting comeing from lumines room "401 402" lumines I very hard worker he must be finishing his math homework{a/n lumine takes online classes} I walked into my office and got to work.
time skip is the middle of the night
I had just finished my paperwork before realizing lumines been awake counting most off the night I listened to him count a bit before he stopped died in the middle. something didn't feel right did he take his pills. is he okay. I got up and left my office to go to his room. when I got to his door I froze at what I herd. "I d-dont care ab-about m-my li-life anymore"
aiden opened the door and saw.......
ok so this part was publish late so im gonna make a new chapter and publish it today to say sorry lol see ya
