Slight Change (fem Deku fanfic)

Bye💜💜

I give up tbh
I seriously do
Call it being wimpy I don't care
I just can't do this book
I'll have to keep its shitty ass ending
I'll have to accept that this was
A complete
And utter
Failure
I just don't have that inspiration anymore
Call me out for saying this again I don't care
but i wanna move on from this story
I don't want this to be the reason I'm known anymore
I don't like it when something I think is better and I worked
way harder on gets over shadowed by this trash
It really does things to me.
Am I being childish?
I'm probably being over sensitive
But I'm just feeling so down
like everything is just falling apart in real life to
I felt like a failure to myself recently
I don't even know what I've failed at too
I'm so confused with my emotions
People can say this is attention seeking
and I won't argue with them
It's my desperate cry for help
In and ocean that will eventually drown me
I'm so confused with my heart,
My feelings
My work
Everything
My thoughts seem to consume me
Drown me
Pull my tired body into just nothing
I want to start over again
I really do.
But I know it's gonna be hard
I know I'm a small fry
Being compared to all those big people
of wattpad
But I consider this a lot for what it's worth
We're I'm at
Is a milestone
And I really don't want to say
Goodbye
Even though I've already decided to pack my bags
Ugh don't read this
It's just a shitty author
Being a shitty author
I need to start over
So yeah just an update on what's
Happening with me
And this account
Hope you all the best
My adorable, funny, readers
But I'm sure I'm not staying
On this account
Even though
It means the world to me
I'm sorry
I failed
You all
But I can't continue with the re write
I can't continue with anything on this
account I'm sorry
For all those author's notes
I guess
It was just me
Delaying the
Inevitable
I wish I could
Push through
For you all
Your comments
Seriously made
Me laugh
And
Happy
But I don't
Think I can
You all may think
I'm overreacting
But
Failure
Is serious to me
I can't
Handle it at times
I just hate it
I hate it
I hate it so
So
So much
And I think
That's why I'm so torn about this
But I'm not leaving
I'll just
Start over
Ya know
I'll still be here
But not on this
account
Defiantly not here
So
Im
Sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm sorry to myself and to
You all
But
Bye.