Beginning Of Something New (sequel to the letter story)

Chapter 7: The Blog Post

Chapter 7:

I sat down at the dining room table while Niall stood and fixed snack in the kitchen. It was afternoon. And today, we felt ready to write. I had not written on the blog in a long time about a month. Felt now was the time for all my readers to know what is happening and our decisions. I had saw all the comments that flowed into the last month. I felt it was time to start again. It was after all the blog and all the readers who got helped me a lot. Had by now also already photographed images into an upcoming post. Niall sat down a tray on the table with two large floral tea cups and two cookies lay on a platter. I started writing and Niall sat close beside me.

Hello! blog and all readers! It's been awhile since I wrote in here or for quite some time about a month ago. I have not forgotten you, I've read all the great comments. I have not had much time to blog, and once I have got breathing space to write wants no thing to come out of me. Maybe it's the wedding that makes me stressed and all psychologists call. Yes there came the word out "psychologist" you who read my blog have been able to follow my journey through good and bad days. I began to feel worse for a couple of weeks ago again after being happy and positive when I even thought that I would lose Niall. But he sitting here now at my side and support me. Psychologist help has been amazing. I have received a huge support from family friends lovely Niall psychologist and Cordelia-Grainne old woman I meeting in the park for the first time, it was then I thought my life with Niall was over.

Cordelia-Grainne owns a vintage flower shop here in town. Learned a lot the few hours we talked and these days I will never forget, she said to me before she went "do not forget happiness is a way of travel not a destination and no one can have a perfect life and relationship, but you can always try to make it better "Of course, it is true. Although I will soon be married to the guy several 1000 other girls wanted for about 8 years ago and still have some dreams about. So still my life is not perfect. Although the story of my life have been amazing (hahah saw what I did there old one direction) I have received so much feedback about what will happen after the wedding, where we are thinking of having children. And the thing about that is that this was not an easy decision, I and Niall took to write this on my blog because it's a pretty private thing. But here we are. (Hands over the computer to Niall to continue writing)

Hello! All Aichas lovely blog readers. Regarding the topic. I and Aicha want like so many other couples and married to have children. But in some people it doesn't  work. We or I have taken tests, but I can not have children. Which has been hard. I have felt that I can’t give the thing Aicha want. Of course, it has been hard for Aicha to. When she meets Amelia Liam and Sophia's daughter. And for me to.

Now Feels good that the wedding will soon take place and I get to concentrate on other things. Leaving the computer to Aicha back and let her write. Yes wedding has gotten me thinking of something else but children desire is always there in the back of the head. After trying after try I and Niall took together the decision to try several times  will not make us feel better. Therefore we adopt, we decided. Will of course be strange not to see the belly grow or (Niall writes) talk to Aicha’s stomach and sing things for her/him. Niall I continue to write.  But we'll get to develop raise teach a little boy/ girl to become an adult good human being (not received news about gender yet) We will give the baby what they need and try to be as good a parent as possible. Share memories together through life.

Back to Aicha. After meetings after meetings and the trip back and forth. Baby will be with us and we can finally stand as parents. How can we make a good ending? that's always a problem when I write a post.

Me and Niall are extremely proud of all your nice comments about the wedding please. And not least, many thanks and love to our families and friends who support us and from me a special thanks to Cordelia-Grainne although I doubt you will do not read this. I hope now you are with me on my new journey towards a better life and the wedding.

Hugs and love! xx

/ Aicha and Niall

We read through the post again and again until I pressed publish it flowed into comments on the blog new and old blog readers had commented.

 In the evening, I also got a really sweet email from bbc this morning who had read my post and wondered if I and Niall wanted to be next week in their morning shows and talk. Me and Niall discussing a while about how we would do. We had quite a lot of planning left to the wedding. But we decided that we would be in the program.