Beginning Of Something New (sequel to the letter story)

Chapter 2: I'm sorry

A/N note: New chapter out, will not get the opportunity to write for a while because I'm going on one direction concert on Friday!! and then I go on a European trip in a few weeks but will try to update if not the new chapter is coming up when I'm home. -Karin :)

I woke up that sun coming through the window, I'm turned around in the big bed, I noticed that Niall was already up Feels a bit strange he who always asleep long. I got up and opened the closet, put on a shirt I buttoned buttons on the white shirt. Went out to the kitchen. There stood Niall and cooked breakfast. "Good morning sweetheart" he said and gave me a kiss on the cheek, and stretched me over a cup of tea. "Morning" I replied, smiling.

“Karin and the girls comes today and we'll try the dresses, think Harry and the other is flying with too. So we'll fix place in the guest rooms.” I said to Niall. “Oh! I forgot sorry” he replied.

I today, Karin would come and fix my wedding dress with me I had ordered few dresses that would be tested and fixed. Hope someone fit, really need to choose someone now. The wedding is in a few weeks, yes I'm a little late maybe but everything will work out.

Will probably be a weird situation, Harry and Niall have not seen in a long time even if there are good friends, me and Karin facetime sometimes. Should be fun to hear about all her news and what Harry is doing now he's working on a project with children and education for poor children is what I heard from Niall. Shall also be so much fun that the other guys and that El and the other girls coming today. So there will be much to do. It's probably on the plane on their way here. And I coming get to see Liam and Sophia's new born baby Amelia Have just watched pictures of Amelia on instagram and facetime before. Have not met Liam and Sophia on almost more than one half years. Can not wait till they all come.

And we get the result today, we'll go there and talk to the doctor before they coming. Really hope it turns positive and not negative. Niall really wanted to get her little Dylan thought I wanted a girl Erin, but of course I am happy if it works. Me and Niall have tried and tried to get a child but something would not work, sometimes I have known that is not worth to try more.Wedding has got me and Niall think of other things that feels good but the wish for a kid still exists in the mind all the time. We have our little pugs Derby, yes I know not the pretty name, but Niall got to choose. In his pedigree he named Winston that I think is better. But we still say Derby.

I went on to switch on when Niall came up behind me and I turned around and he kissed me. "should we try again?" he said. "

Sorry Niall but I have to fix me, we'll be there in, like, a half hour, hurry up "

" Okay "said Niall. When we were finished, we sat in the car and drove off. I was too nervous so Niall had to drive us away.

we sat and waited for a long time, I wonder what everyone did here awaiting their results. "Niall Horan" the man said. We shook hands and he show way to a room and we sat down on each chair.

"I'm terribly sorry, but chances through tests is that the result is bad. You can do it if you take various pills and soon but it's not that safe. You probably need to check over adoption. Im sorry" I could hardly not believe it even if I was sure it would be negative. We thanked the doctor and went out to lock up the door to the car. Niall started to cry. "Damn it's my fault Aicha"

"No, there is nothing you can do"

"We'll try to keep us happy, I will always love you no matter if you could make kids or not its you and I and its not your fault"

I bent over and kissed him. "It should be here soon so we probably need to drive now." said Niall and started drivning home. We sat in silence all the way home, none of us said anything.