The Black Truth (A Muslim's Story) ON HOLD

Arrival

Chapter 5  

"What are you doing?...  Please.....STOP!" I screamed tears urging and fighting

for their way out of the eye socket, I ran as fast as my legs could carry me as I

shivered from the sudden gale that blew, nearly blinding me, I rubbed my eyes 

then looked out again for any sign of him, as soon as I saw him I ran up to him

and grabbed his shoulder whilst shaking him into life.

"ARE YOU INSANE, do you think that you can do what ever you want with

this soul of yours ?" I yelled as I turned him around making him face  me as I poked

his sternum hard enough hurting my finger, my face was covered with salty water

falls, swallowing hard and loud I looked into his face and thought of what kind of

excuse would he bring up this time.

"It's my fault" he whispered although I could hear him, I stared into his bent head

shocked by his words.

"You can't blame yourself for someone's death, NO YOU CAN'T!, deny it , deny it

ple...." I couldn't talk or scream anymore as I shook hard and felt the gravity pulling me ,

he couldn't do such things, impossible, he wasn't like this before, what has changed

 him so much, made him blind, to this extend he reached I thought

"Leave me ....please Mila I don't feel like li..."  I slapped him hard on the face anger

blinding me, he had the audacity to say such thing,

"How dare you? Did you convert? You are not the Jabir that I knew, the Jabir I

knew would never blame himself for Jamal's death.... instead he would pray for 

him, visit his grave, and make his memory live in these counted days...." I replied

"Haven't you thought of what Jamal my feel if you go to hell because you killed 

yourself for such a lame reason to lose life for, what would Jamal say if saw this?

haven't you thought of that? He looked up to you, day by day, copying your step

he even called you father sometimes, ....Doesn't that MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU??"

I finished catching my breath, I couldn't scream, my throat ached, after all that wimp

and scream it was sore. 

"I am sorry Mila.." he hugged me , after seven years, I felt my brother comforting me,

I quickly pulled him away realizing what we were talking about just to find  him fall on my shoulder

his weight crushing me to the ground, I placed my hand on his back and grabbed his shirt to pull

pull him off as I got contact with fluid, I quickly brought my hands under my eyes, blood it was as

I could tell by the help of the moon light. I panicked realizing that it wasn't mine as I slowly lay-ed

my brother on the ground while I shook him hard as I yelled his name, I looked around seraching

for the weapon, remembering not hearing any gun shots, I bit my lips hard, letting the tears swim it's