suicidal thoughts

running into him

Scarlett pov

I walk through my door and quietly shut the door just in case my dad is sleeping

"Scarlett!" my dad slurs. shit he's drunk

"yes dad.." I see him stumble into the kitchen

"why are you home?!?!"

"school is over dad it's 3"

"shut your ass up and get back to school "

"it's over!" I raise my voice

"listen here you bitch. DONT EVER talk to me like that" he grabs me by the neck

"ok I'm sorry!" I scream. he pushed me on wall and knees me in the stomach "DAD IM SORRY" I cry

"your an ungrateful piece of shit" he let's me go and walks back to the living room.

well that's my dad for you. a drunk. ever since my mom died he has been drinking his pain away and taking his anger out on me. I used to be so close with my dad until the first day he beat me. I saw the look in his eyes. he was no longer the same. he was gone.

I ran to my room and shut the door

why can I be a normal girl with a normal life? i just have to realize that I'm not gonna be good enough for that. ever.

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I wake up on my desk the next morning. i was up half the night memorizing lyrics to THE A TEAM it matched my voice really good and i just love the song.

I sit up from my desk and walk to the bathroom. I take a shower and get dressed into black ripped skinny jeans and a grey nirvana shirt. i put on some mascara that makes my hazel eyes pop and leave for school.

i walk through the doors and to my locker hoping to get out of the halls fast.

"hey loser" great. it's the jocks

"h-hi"

"tttoday " they mocked me

"I'm feelin a little pushy today" josh pushes me into a locker

"me too" Sam pushes me. then Jacob, then Ryan

"worthless" josh pushes me into the locker then i bounce to sam

"ugly" josh pushes me and I bounce to Jacob

"fat" Jacob pushes me and I bounce to Ryan

by I have tears streaming down my face but these next words broke me even more

"aw look she's crying. why don't you go home and cry to your mommy.. oh wait " Ryan laugh. i completely fell apart at his words. even sam, josh, and Jacob look at Ryan like he had crossed the line.

my vision started to blur because of the tears. I just stumbled away from the jocks and kept my head down crying uncontrollably.

as I ran down the hall way I rammed into a body and fell to the ground

"watch were you're going" a blonde boy snared at me

"yyy-you're rr-right sorry I'm sorry I'll watch were I'm going" I sobbed his eyes immediately softened as he noticed my sobs

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Luke's pov

* a few minutes earlier*

I fucking hate school everyone pisses me off. ok to be honest I would have drop out by now if I wasn't so good at it. the only reason I'm still here is because of my mom. she loves that I'm so good at school. I'm doing it for her.

I was walking down the halls when someone ran into me. I barely moved but she fell

"watch were you're going" I snared at her

"yyy-you're rr-right sorry I'm sorry I'll watch were I'm going" she sobbed. did I hurt her or something?

she didn't even get up she just put her hands over her face a continued to cry until she brought her self to her feet and stumbled down the hall

"wait!" I yelled and she turned to face me

"www-what" she cried. i pulled her into a hug

" I thought you needed this " she didn't fight she just squeeze me tight "did i hurt you?"

"n-no"

"oh.... well what happened?" she just sob louder "shhh shh it's ok. crying is ok. "

"ww-what's you're name bb- by the way"

"luke. luke hemmings"

"ss-Scarlett"

I don't know this girl but I already know she's broken.