Scarlett's pov
I have been crying in Luke's arms for what seems like forever now. I just can't stop myself. that day changed everything. it changed me my dad my home life just. me.
"you deserved to be beaten" the voices echoed
"we hope you rot in hell"
"piece of shit"
"fatass"
"stop!" i yelled
"w-what?" Luke questioned
"Luke is just doing this cuz he has pity in you"
"no one ACTUALLY likes you"
"get out of my head!" suddenly the hole world went silent and all I could hear were the voices
"YOUR NASTY"
"weirdo !"
"where you gonna sit at lunch? in the bathroom?"
"leave me alone!" I whimpered
"Scarlett it's me Luke.. don't listen to them listen to me ok."
"I'm trying " I felt like I was In a different world. like I wasn't even at the park anymore
"your ugly" they yelled
"your beautiful !" Luke whispered to me faintly
"your fat"
"your body is perfect " he whispered back
"you disgust me"
"i care about you " suddenly I started to listen to Luke and the voices slowly got quite
"L-luke"
"yes?"
"sing"
"what?"
"music I-it helps s-sing" I trembled
"uh ok"
"back in high school we used to take it slow
red lipstick on and high heel stilettos
had a job down town working the servo
had me waiting in line couldn't let go
'cause I never wanna be that guy who doesn't even get a taste
no more haven't to chase to win that prize
your just a little bit out of my limit it's been two years haven't even seen the best of me and in my mind now been over this a thousand times but it's almost over let's start over "
" better? " he breathed I just nodded and let some lone tears fall
" thanks" I whispered
" you don't have to thank me." as I was about to start my sentence my phone rang
"hold on " I told luke "hello?"
"Scarlett!"
" yes dad.." I totally forgot about him
"where the hell are you"
"the park"
" yeah right you're probably out selling your self you whore. your gonna get a real beating when you get home you bitch!" and with that the line went dead.
"I can't go home " I whispered
"what?" luke asked
"I-I can't get home"
"why? what do you mean?"
"i-I just can't right now "
"is everything okay?"
" I don't know "
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suicidal thoughts
FanfictionScarlett is a lonely teenage girl she has no friends she is constantly bullied and results to self harmand . one day she bumps into a boy named Luke. can he help her? or will he leave her like everybody else?
