suicidal thoughts

I was scared to be alone

Luke's pov

"Mikey what's going on" Calum shakes Michael

"So last night after the cab dropped of Scarlett she said she started to freak out and have a panic attack and stayed up all night crying. I told her she should have called one of us .."

"and?" I urged him to go on.

"she's having another.. and it's worse."

as soon as those words left Michael's mouth Ashton step on the gas.

Scarletts pov

I paced around my room, hair between my fingers.

"Why would you call Michael? he probably thinks you're psycho" the voices echoed through my brain

"Shut up." I spoke

"what?"

"I said shut up!" I yelled smacking all the stuff on my desk onto the floor "I don't n-need your shit" I yelled feeling my body shake more

"you worthless whore!" they got angrier

"fuck off! " I scream, throwing my lamp at the wall. I've never talk back to them like this

"you bitch!"

"didn't I tell you to fuck off" I scream

I sat in the corner and trembled in fear of what my body is doing to my mind

"why me" I rocked myself back and forth

the door to my room burst open and 4 familiar faces enter

"Scar" Michael runs towards me

"I-I should have just come with y-you guys"

"hey hey it's okay." Michael hugged me

"don't cry" Calum kneeled in front of me whipping my tears.

"you guys?" Luke spoke up

"yes?"

"can I have a minute alone with Scarlett.."

"sure" Michael says and motions the boys out

Luke's pov

"hey love what's wrong" I softly speak, sitting down next to her.

"I w-was scared to be alone" she whispered as a lone tear falls down her already stained cheeks.

"you'll never be alone as long as I'm here" I say pulling the fragile girl into my chest

she clung onto my body as her life depended on it and softly cried into my chest.

"hey hey beautiful it okay I'm here" I slowly rub circles on her back trying to calm her down but nothing seems to be working

"I-I think I'm having a p-panic attack" she cried harder

"look at me" I lifted her head up with my finger and stare into her beautiful eyes "just breathe" I whisper

"I can't " she cried

my heart broke as she whimpered and I did the first thing that came to my head.. I kissed her.

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finally Luke!! cliff hanger haha and thank you so much for 600 reads :) i promise I'll try and make the chapters a bit longer and update little more. until next time I leave you with this :)))