Scarlett's pov
"Boys, I think it's time for me to go home." I blurt out
"No, no no no Scarlett every time we let you go home something bad happens. I can't let you leave!" Luke protest only to make me want to leave more. For Liz to let me stay here and the boys being so helpful is really quite lovely but they can be so over protective.
"I just wanna be alone! Can't you respect that?!" I snap at Luke
"Scar, remember what happened last time we left you alone? "
"Don't remind me Luke!" by now I wanted to scream. My body ached and my hands twitched. My mind twisted and my heart pounded. I need to leave.
"Scarlett just calm-" Michael started but I cut him off.
"No I'm not gonna calm down!" my voice began to crack. From the corner of my eyes I saw the plan white stairs and sprinted for them. Quickly, I made my way to Luke's room. My bag was opened and clothes were scattered on the floor. Kneeling, I pick up the miscellaneous things and stuffed them very unorganized back into the bag. I checked the bathroom and the rest of Lukes room for any of my things before returning down stairs.
"Where are you going?" Calum's deep voice rang Through my ears.
"Home."
"Scar, we are just trying to help." Ashton sweetly replies.
"You have helped enough!"
Luke's Pov
"Should we follow her?" Ashton speaks.
"You heard her, she doesn't want our help." I snap.
After all we have done for her, she treats us like that?
"Luke you know she didn't mean it!" Calum Defines Scarlett .
"She still said it!"
Maybe I'm being to dramatic but I'm still pissed
But a small feeling in my stomach tells me, maybe we should go after her.
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"I just love to push people away don't i?" I scream in the mirror.
"I'm so fucking worthless!" my voice turned deep, evil almost.
I began to Pace around the bathroom, pulling the roots of my hair.
"God dammit!" a raspy mumble falls from my lips.
Tears fell effortlessly from my Hazel eyes. I rummage my bathroom drawer and pick up the cold piece of medal. My hand trembled at the site. I just keep going back to self harm.
My sleeve was rolled up, the medal made contact with my skin and blood trickled down my arm. Every once and a while dripping to the floor as my cuts got deeper.
My phone buzzed against the bathroom sink but my attention stayed still on my bleeding arm. I can answer it later. my hand found the bathroom drawer again and took out gauss to stop the bloodshed.
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suicidal thoughts
FanfictionScarlett is a lonely teenage girl she has no friends she is constantly bullied and results to self harmand . one day she bumps into a boy named Luke. can he help her? or will he leave her like everybody else?
