the legend of beacon (male reader x rwby)

I'm still alive

I've been avoiding summer qrow tai and raven and going on mission a lot more trying to stay away from them not out of self pity but as a way get some time alone and think about what I really want to do

Y/n:another mission down but my head still not clear as to what I want

I simply stare at the sky watching the clouds go by before long I look at my gun clock it then point it at my own head

Y/n:there better off without me

I go to pull the trigger but I'm stopped by something or rather someone they stopped the hammer from firing by putting their hand in the way

Violet:don't do it

Y/n:violet I though you were with ozpin

Violet:well seems he put me on your team

I clock the gun letting violet move her hand as I put the safety on and begin to bandage her hand

Y/n:that was dumb seriously dumb you know what could have happened had you failed

Violet:your the dumb one going so many missions and avoiding your friends who are really worried about you

Y/n:what summer complaining she misses my smile

Violet:worst she acting like a baby throwing a temper tantrum saying things like "y/n such an idiot why doesn't come visit us"

I laugh at the comment knowing that would be something she say while I finish bandaging violet's hand

Y/n:there you are

Violet:thanks come tall dark and handsome we're going back to beacon

Y/n:you think I'm handsome I'm so flattered but that won't earn you points for me being your boyfriend

Violet:shut up! I don't think of you every night before I go to bed and how I would-

She covers her mouth and begins punching me in the arm constantly as I laugh at her from that verbal barfing of information

Violet:let's go idiot

Y/n:yes ma'am

As we return to beacon summer runs up to me only to punch me in the gut which actually felt like tai punched me instead

Y/n:ok your not so innocent

Summer:you idiot stop avoiding us we're your friends and how long do you expect us not to notice this

Y/n:I had a lot on my mind besides I'm sure tai hates me now

Qrow:yeah about tai

Raven:he pissed himself after coming back to our room qrow and summer laughed i just found it embarrassing

Y/n:seriously

Tai showed up then threw me onto the ground and looked over me

Tai:that's for avoiding us y/n

Y/n:I figured you did that cause I made you piss yourself

Tai:no that's for avoiding us this

He grabs me again and throws me onto the ground hard that a thud was heard

Tai:that was for making piss myself

Y/n:well I'm still alive so now what

Summer:ozpin said we shouldn't focus on that

Qrow:oh right the vital festival almost on

Y/n:well shit

Raven:I thought she was with ozpin

Raven noticed violet next to me and went to attack her but I stopped her summer tilted her head

Y/n:seems ozpin wants someone to watch over me instead

Tai:good you always come back covered in dirt and other things

Y/n:do I now

Tai:he's making the eyes again

Summer:I'm not going to tell no

I look at the ground thinking about all the times I've been with them and not a minute goes by I don't think how lucky I really am

Y/n:look I'm sorry for causing you guys trouble I just had a lot on my mind I think I hated myself more then what I did

Qrow:violet did he try to shoot himself again?

Violet:yeah but instead of aiming for his leg or arm he went for a kill shot

Raven:if he kills himself I get his guns

What raven said flicked some kind of switch from off to on in an instant which also changed me

Y/n:fuck off raven you try to take my guns I'm going to melt your sword down and turn it into a knife

Raven:don't you dare hands my sword

Y/n:hands off my guns and i don't touch your sword

Summer:he's back

Tai:yep he sure is

Qrow:nice to him argue with raven

Violet laughs a little while raven and I argue I'm grateful for everyone but is someone so much as touch my fucking guns I'm going to murder them and make it look like a suicide

Y/n:fuck all of you
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And done I hoped you enjoyed it I'm going hiatus for these and continuing remmnets eater of God's story however due to someone pointing out it's a longer rwby story I will only throw in certain characters in it but anyway thanks for reading and as always until next time bye ^_^