𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐘 𝐁𝐋𝐔𝐄 | 𝙎𝙏𝙔𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙎𝙊𝙉

CHAPTER 06

♡| at fourteen louis began to get urges, and the closer harry got to turnning eighteen, the crazier louis began to get

-
IT WAS JANUARY 1ST, 2005, WHEN IT HIT HIM, Louis began to think about the night before, when he saw Harry kiss someone at midnight.

He was laying in his bed, twisting his lip between his fingers when he felt something cold. He'd forgotten that Harry had given him a ring for his birthday.

"Momma, 'm goin' over to Harry's for a bit." Louid called out to his mother who was sitting in the kitchen, reading a book with a cup of coffee sitting next to him.

He put on his - Harry's sweatshirt and walked down the street to Harry's house, and opened the door. Anne gave him his own key.

He walked up the stairs, and knocked on Harry's door. Harry opened it, and Louis' mouth watered.

He wasn't wearing a shirt, his boxers were clinging to him in the best way possible, his hair was a mess and he looked warm.

"Lou? It's seven in the mornin' what's wrong?" Louis wasnt known to be an early riser.

"Had a bad dream." it wasn't a lie.

So Harry did what he always does in this situation. He opened the door a bit more for Louis, he waited for the boy to take his pants off and get comfortbale in his bed before joining him, and covering them up. He smiled lazily when Louis cuddled into his chest, and wrapped his arms around him.

"What 'appened, blue? In that dream of yours." Harry yawned, voice crackling as he ran his fingers through Louis' hair.

"You - well, you left forever once you graduated, 'arry. I had to grow up without you." he frowned, moving up to hide his face in Harry's neck.

"Blue," Harry sighed even though he was fonding over the angel that was cuddled into him, "angel, I'd never leave you entirely. I'd come home every weekend that I can, and every single break from school." he smiled, grabbing Louis' hand and kissing his palm.

"You promise, bubbie? I don't know what I'd do if I had to be without you." he frowned.

Harry slightly shivered as he felt Louis' breath tickle his neck, but he smiled nonetheless.

"Never, blue. I'll be with you until I die. I mean that," he yawned, "now get some sleep, angel, you'll need lots of energy later." Louis didn't question why, instead he just close his eyes, and listened to Harry's breaths even out before falling asleep.

;

When Louis woke, three hours later, he was alone in Harry's room, confused.

After a good five minute Harry walks into the room, with a cup of chocolate milk and hands it to Louis.

Louis smiles as a thanks, as opposed to talking because he really hates the way his voice cracks when he's just woken up.

"So I was thinking we could go to the mall later?" Harry asked, "I know you're upset about last night and well, I just — well, I wanna make it up to you, Lou."

And Louis really did want to hide the fact that he was jealous, but it was hard. Louis always had this, somewhat rational, fear of Harry replacing him.

"Sorry about that," Louis played with bottom lip, Harry's ring beginning to slip off it his finger as it was too big on him.

Before the boy could continue what he was sating, Harry got up, and found an old chain on his dresser, he took the ring off Louis' finger, and threaded it through the chain. He then put it around Louis' neck and clamped it shut. Pressing a kiss to the back of Louis' neck while doing so.

"Blue, always and forever, yeah?" he mumbled, wrapping his arms arouns Louis' waist, snuggling into Louis' back.

Always and forever had been their thing since Louis was seven. It was just their way of saying that they'd always love each other (no matter in what way) and no one would ever take their places in each others lives.

"Yeah," Louis blushed, "promise." and no more needed to be said, "Can we just stay here instead, maybe watch some movies?" going out wasn't the best idea right now.

"Yeah, that's fine baby." Harry smiled and Louis blushed, he always had a soft spot for Harry calling him 'baby'.

So Louis laid back in Harry's bed, the boy joining him. He cuddled into Harry while the boy was too busy looking at the ceiling and over thinking something.

Louis leaned up on his elbow, and ran his fingers through Harry's hair.

" 'm scared to graduate, y'know? To go off to college and be without you," he tickled the boys side lightly, " 've hardly ever been without you, blue. How the fuck am I gonna do that?"

"I'm scared of all that too, bubbie. I don't want you to go off and make a new friend and give them a nickname like mine. Like — Like, if you call them yellow? Y'know? 'Cause you call me blue." Louis mumbled, moving down to cuddle Harry, his leg was hitched over Harry's waist, face in Harry's neck.

"Blue, that's the craziest thing you've ever said. I call you blue cause you've got the prettiest blue eyes 've ever seen." he tickled Louis' thigh, chuckling, "But angel, I'm not gonna ever replace you, yeah?" and Louis just nods his head.

"I love you, H." Louis mumbles, and gets a little risky as he pressed a quick and light kiss right under Harry's ear.

He didn't know that would do things to the boy. Harry took in a deep breathe, before saying he loved Louis.

It was hard not to think about a different reality. One where he and Louis could be together.

And if Louis were thinking about the same thing, no one needed to know.

*
oOOoOOOooOOOOoooOo
all the love dj c dizzle