Forgive Me?..

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Chapter One; Unfaithful.

Bella's p.o.v

Edwards 30minutes late. he was supposed to be picking me at 5 as he was taking me out somewhere special for my birthday, he says its a surpise; i hate surpises.

He 40 minutes late. Where is he? Is he hurt? Has something happened? i have all these questions running in my head and i'm ready to rip my hair out when i hear a knock at the door. i sprint down the stairs barely able to keep from falling down them, hoping it him. Yet when i open the door i realize its just Billy dropping something off for my dad. i'm barely listening as he speaks, something about fish? i dont know, dont care anymore.

i decide to go to their house just to make sure everything fine. i mostly worring over nothing.

as i'm climbing up the steps that lead into the house i can hear moaning and grunts coming from inside, thinking someones hurt i run into the house yet no ones there. i follow the sound which leads me to edwards room, my hearts in my mouth as i slowly open his door. What i saw certaintly wasnt what i expected. i see edward having sex with tanya. they dont seem to noitce me till i gasp. Tanya, the whore, actually smirks! Can you believe it, she smirks like she rubbing it. Edwards eyes lock onto mine, they suddenly change like he remember me. They've gone from black, to back to gold swirling madly. he looks down at Tanya then the next thing i know he next to me. i need to leave. i cant breathe. How could he do this to me? to us?

"Bella, sweetie its not what you think, i wa-"

He didnt get the chance to finish as i felt a rush of pain rushing through my veins.

" NOT WHAT I THINK? TELL ME EDWARD, TELL ME WHAT DO I THINK? I THINK YOUR HAVING SEX WITH SOME WHORE ON MY BIRTHDAY WHEN YOU SHOULD BE WITH ME! HOW COULD YOU?"

I cant breathe, my chest is to tight. My eyes are full with tears that are threating spill, yet i refuss them to fall. i wont show him my weakness. i wont let me see me cry, see how much this hurts.

i'm running down the stairs as he shouts my name over and over. Begging me wait, to slow down. but i dont. the next thing i know is that i'm driving. i dont even know where! i pull over, my heart is breaking. my sobs echeo through the old truck. Then i suddenly know where i want to go. Where i neeed to go. Home. Phoenix. Where i belong. i suddenly smirk, screw you Edward Cullen. Your going to see the real Bella Swan. The Bella who doesnt give a shit. I'm coming Phoenix, be ready for me.