Forgive Me?..

Chapter Six!

so cry if you need to but i cant stay to watch you...( Drake doing it wrong)

Chapter six

Bella p.o.v

i remember being lifted in strong cold arms, then shifted to hot soft arms, then being layed down on some warm.My whole body was aching, i just wanted someone to make it stop. i could tell we were  in a car because everytime we went over a bump i would have to bit my lip to keep from crying out. My legs were painful from beng whipped, my private aera was so sore, that the thing pieces of panties coving it was making it worse. my belly felt like i'd been hit my a bus, my arms were cut and sliced open from my last beaten, and my face  and head was so bad no words can even start to describe the pain. As i felt the pain taking over my whole body, i relaized that i was out. And that i was now gong home. I knew that once i was better i would have to speak to Edward, but really couldnt face him; it hurts so bad. knew that iit wouldnt be long till i fell asleep, fin ial i felt the darkness take over..

Going through the different airports and being in cars was all a blur, i was tired. I was in Edwards, he was whispering sweet nothings in my ear. i could hear people talking around me, i knew i was in hospital. I knew something was wrong, i opened my eyes staring in edwards eyes, they showed me that he was scared and concerned. i tried to open my mouth to tell him something was wrong but nothing came out, i was placed on some sort of bed, i was staring at the ceiling the lights where passing me so fast, my heart began to slower, my breathing became deeper and harder, then we stopped, i could feel people hands on me, they were saying something but i couldnt say anything, couldnt hear. Needles were going into me, then someone seem to be pushing down on my chest, my eyes rolled back into my head, iheard someone shouting, someone was trying to wake me up, but it was so warm where ever i was, i felt something cold going down into my throat and that was the last thing i felt till everything went black.

Edward p.o.v

we driving to the airport, i kept looking in the mirror at bella, i could tell she was pain, i would do anything to take it away, she was shaking, crying softly. i could tell as we went through the airports bella wasnt with it! finially we touched down in forks, as we tried to get ouut i could see my family, they came running. they were shocked at what they saw.

"Edward dad is waitng at the hospital, we have to hear bella is struggling now"

my sister, alicia, quielty toold me. I was scared, so scared. we started running to the cars, i refused to let go off bella this time, i was aware of my mother holding me, promising me that bella was going to make it. we went straight into the hospital, god it was so bright in here, i looked down at bella her eyes were open, she was staring into mine, something wasnt right, her body felt strange, like really really cold, her breathing sorted strange her heart beat was slower. i placed her on the strecher, and watch as the rushed her through the doublle doors. i could see what was happening through the window, i realized that with my family was jake, seth and charlie we were all watching as they worked on my bella. no one spoke, they hooked her up to the heart machine, it looked like she was getting better but then the heart machine started going, people started shouting, bella started to have a fit, people were holding her, dad was tryna get her to respon to him but it was like she couldnt hear him. Then the nosie that would haut me forever; the heart maching the beeeeepp straight, flat line. they were pushing down on  her chest, my mother+girls started dry sobbing, jake+seth had tears rolling down their faces, charlie was crying against the glass, then it was like someone had just shocked her, the heart machine started beating normally, everyone breathe a sigh of relief, her breathing got worse, we watch as they put a tube down her w=throt as she was put on a  breathing machine, then she was wushed back of again, a doctor came to tell her to wait in the waiting room as bella going into surgary.

it was now 1pm the next day(saturday) we got here at 11pm friday night. Bella been in threather for 12hours stright before my father came back out.

"Bella, is stable for now. we were shocked at her injurers. She was bleeding and fluid on her brain, brokenn collerbon, broken left arms with a cut that went right down to her bone, broken right wrist, she broken 6fingers, she had internal bleeding, a callosped left lung, broken all her ribs. her left hip was broken, a broken right knee. Now with all this her body is covered in buises, cuts. Bella waas also badly raped repeatly. now i need to make you aware that bella had in total three misscariages. This will affect Bella for the rest of her life. We dont know how bella will cope if she wakes up, we dont know what happen and how bella is going to cope"

Charlie was now openly crying.

my poor baby girl was broken, but im going to put her back together. its going to make her heart that she lost three children. i thinking about my girl when i realized my father said "when she if up".

"dad, what did you mean 'if she wakes up'?"

"with everything that happened bella has fallen in a coma, we are hoping she will wake up in the next two to three days as we believe its her body way off dealing but if she isnt awake my next saturday then we not sure if she will ever wake up, you will be able to see her in a few minutes. im sorry charlie."

I might never see my baby eyes again, hear her sort voice, never hold her while she sleeps. my heart was hurting. but i know my bella, she was going to wake up, i just know it.

"she going to wake up, i know it"

everyone had been in to see bella, i had spoken to charlie and she had agrree with me staying her everynight as he believe it'll help her wake uup, but i bet if he knew the real reason why people went away he wouldnt let me anywhere near her.

everyone had gone home now. i slowly made my way to her room. Nurses looking at me with sad eyes. i pushed open her door then closed it. the sight of bella laying in that bed brought me to my knees. she looked broken. White as a sheet, covered in bandages+pots. Needles+tubes sticking out, her heart machine beating, back to normal. i picked myself up sat on the chair next to her bed, carefully picked up her hand and brought it to my face, i placed my other hand on her cheek, this is how i'll stay until i see her beautiful eyes again.

Bella p.o.v

i was surround my darkness. i saw memories of edward, or us together. i knew that if edward was telling the truth i would eventually wake up, i could feel a cold hand holding my hand, a cold hand on my face, i knew it was edward. i could hear him dry sobbing. i had heared everyone coming in to tell me that its alright and that i need to wake up, but right now im warm in my liitle bubble i'll wake tomorrow but not right.