Forgive Me?..

Chapter 7

i wont give up on us..

Chapter 7

Waiting, for you.

Edwards p.o.v

its been a week since bella closed her eyes. She should be waking up today, we are all surrounding her bed, The Blacks are here, my family, Bella father and mother all sat waiting for my angel to wake up. She even moved an inch yet, made no sound, but i know my bella she a fighter she gonna wake up. I know she will. She has to. For me. Please bells, dont give up.

Saturday comes and go, sunday been and gone. The week is long gone, and the next.

Three weeks. Three weeks since i last held my girl. Three weeks since i last her voice. Three weeks since i seen her eyes. God i miss her, i can feel the pain in my cold hard body. My dead heart has gone heavy. My father has tried to make me go hunting, but i wont leave her side. I've been forced to drink animal blood from a bag, urgh. but i will do anything to stay by my bella side. i live in this room, Charlie hasnt forgiven me but he now seens how much i love her and accpets it, he knows that i did something to hurt but he also knows that i love her so he fine with me being here, same with her mam. Alicia comes every day. i know she taking this hard so i take comfort in her being with me. I need bella to stay with me, theres been a few times where we've been concern about her heart as she missed beats, gone to slow or to fast. I'm now sat on my own holding her small, pale hand.

"Bells, i need to wake up. i cant live without you. Im sorry, so sorry. For every i put you through. I'm sorry i didnt save you from thoough vile men, from thoughs beating, the rape. im sorry that you turned to alcohol, and drugs and smoking though i know its not your fault. I need you to wake up so i can show you just how sorry i am, so i TRY to make it up to you, to try win you back. I should have fought harder against Tanya, i should of done something, anything. I need you, i really do. Bella all those men that ever laid a hand on are locked up for life, we got them bella. The girls are free and are getting help. You did it bella, they all said how you helped them, took the beatings for them, took most of the raped. You would fight for them! i watch some of your fights online bella, im proud of you bella so proud baby. I watched you fight them and i watch with pride in my life as you knocked them down one by one! we are all proud bella, you hold us all together you know? And believe it all not but me and Jacob have become fairly close, he understands now. Im sorry bella, im sorry. I love you. I love you baby girl."

I'm dry sobbing in her hand when i hear her small groan, i look up, i see her eyes blinking under the bright light, i shout for a doctor. My dad comes rushing in.

"what wrong son?"

"she waking, dad, she waking up, she coming back to me, to us all"

I watch as he moves over to her to blink her like in her eyes, checking everything.

"She looking good."

"Edward.."

i hear my name slip from her lips so quietly.

"im here bella, im not going any where i promise. i love you sweetie"

"i'll let charlie and everyone else know ok? It good to have you back bella. i missed you darling."

And he walks out the door after giving her a kiss on her forehead and a wink.

"Edward, i know it Tanya did something to you ok? I forgive but just give me time, you dont know what happened back there, i love you."

Just hearing her saying she forgives me, i nearly fall to my knees.

SHE FORGIVES ME!!!!!

Im smiling so must that i feel my skin nearly cracking! If she wants time i'll give her the world, anything

"Thankyou bella, thankyou, i swear i'll make it up to you, i will never forgive myself for what i did. Bella i dont care ok? i'm going to look after you, im going to make it all ok! i love you baby girl. I love you, your my life, my one love. my heart."

I've got my girl.

I see a small smile on my baby face.

i know that everything is going to be ok....