Forgive Me?..

Chapter 9

Kiss it all better, i'm not ready to go..(He is we; Kiss it better).

Chapter 9

We can do this; together.

Bella's p.o.v

i'm in that place where your half asleep, yet still aware of what is going on around you. i can feel Edwards cold arms around me, but i need more of him. I turn my face into his chest and turn slightly so more of me is touching him. His arms hold me more tightly, and he burys his face into my hair. I keep my eyes  closed as im happy in this little place, its all warm and peaceful and i dont want to ever leave, i have my edward back and everything is ok again. I know if i wake that Edward wont be here, and i'll be back in that horrible place again. And within a few seconds my good dream has turned into a nightmare....

**I'm tided to a bed naked, as the man who bought me here stands above me holding a whip, and is in nothing but a pair of thin boxers. i pull hard against the ropes around my legs and arms but its no good; im trapped, im helpless as if he knows this he smiles darkly. He leans over me, he lips touching my ear as he whispers..

"Your helpless bella, you cant run from me. I will also find you. If you thought what i did before was bad then baby that was only stage one, and there are so many stages to go. Why did you run from me Bella? i helped you remember? i took away your pain, i made you forget, yet you threw it back in my face you ungrateful little bitch!! I know why you ran back to him, he has money baby, and your nothing but a gold-digging whore. I'm coming for you bella."

And with that last  he brings the whip down across my belly.**

I wake up screaming. Edward here, he holds my face gently in his hands. Stroking my face, he wipes away my tears yet many follow down.

"Bella, baby whats wrong?"

i just stare at his face, like he is the one thing keeping me from crumbling, he is the one thing. if he wasnt here i wouldnt be here. Without him my life is pointless. i need him with me or there just isnt a me anymore, while i am realizing all this silently in my head Edwards becoming more and mnore concerned.

"Baby, talk to me please."

"Edward.." i breathe quietly.

"Yes baby girl, i'm here. I got you, im not going anywhere, i promise. I love you so much bella so much."

He pulls me into his lap, and rocks us quietly until my tears have stopped.

i know he wants to know what i was dreaming about, i know he stills finds it hard not knowing what i am thinking. I know i need to tell him, no matter how hard it will me.

" I was dreaming about being in a warm place, somehwere peaceful, i was in your arms, i started to think that if i woke up you wouldnt be here no, and i would be back in that, that place again. Then it was like i back there. it happened so fast edward, i couldnt stop. I found my self tied to a bed again, and he was standing over me with a whip in his hand and he said that the only reason i forgive you was because im a gold-digging whore, and then he said he was coming for me, and next time i wouldnt escape, then his hand with the whip in came down across my belly and that was when i woke up"

By the end off telling what happened i was crying again, god i need to control my self.

"shh shh shh bella, your not there again i promise, you are in my arms and i've got you. i swear i will never ever let him come near you again. Baby you are not a whore, you have never freely giving sex, they took it from you bella. i swear i will make them all pay, for every mark they made on you, for every word they said to you, for ever thing bella. You ARE mine."

i crawl out of his arms and up onto my knees, i place my hands around his neck and lead in,

"Edward, i'm sorry i didnt believe you. im so sorry. Pleasse dont leave me no more. Stay with me. I need you edward. I need to feel your lips on mine again, against my skin again. Kiss me"

He grabs my face and pulls it towards me. i feel his cold lips against mine. it only last a few seconds before he pulls away..

"You have nothing to be sorry for bella. i was wrong, i hope you find it in your heart to forgive me. let me protect you again, let me kiss away your pain, let me hold you in my arms, while you sleep so i can keep the nightmares away let me make you forget everything that happen."

Then he kissing me again, this time stronger, hotter. God i missed this. after i a few minutes i fidn my self on top of him as he lays on the bed.

"i forgive you edward for everything, protect me. Make it go away. I love you"

Then i kiss him again. Then i place my head on his chest, my legs between his legs, as his softly hums my lullaby, and strokes my hair and kisses it every now and again.

I smile, i could be happy again, with time and edwards help.

I will be happy again.

i slip into a dreamless sleep in my lovers arms.

Edwards p.o.v

Bella is sleeping quietly. after she told me about he rnightmare, i just had to make sure she knew that i will make them pay and suffer for what they did to her, i had to tell her that i love her more that life itselfs.

Then i saw it in her eyes, she had forgiving, she was letting me love and protect her again.

My beautiful, brave bella, so strong.

Kissing her again was just amazing, the feel of her soft warm lips against mine made me go weak in the knees.

i  could see the light again, i know that sounds siolly but i can. i was going to make bella happy again, i could see it in her eyes that she was going try be happy, and i  could see that she was going to succeed as well.

Jacob knocks quietly on the door then entrying.He smiles at bella layed in my arms fast asleep with a small smile on  her face.

"So i take you two spoke?"

"Hell yeah we did! she woke up from a nightmare then i just had to let her know how sorry i was and how i wanted her to let me protect her again, and to let me love her again, and i could see in her eyes that she had truely forgiven me, and that she wanted my love and protection again. i promise i wil;l make theem pay for what they did to her, i swear. Then she asked me to kiss her and kiss her i did!"

"ok, ok enough yucky information!, N seriously im gladed you've sorted it and she let you back in, and dont you worry we will make them pay. I know in time she will be ok again, she is surround my people who truely love and care for her."

"i know, we all going to be ok."

And with that jake sits in the hospital i once sat in, as now my home is holding bella while she sleeps, and we slip into to peaceful slients.

The one thing we all have in common is our love and our need to protect bella,

We would give our life to make happy.

Bella is our light.

I KNOWWW!! I AM SO SO SORRY GUYS!!! I MADE YOU WAIT SO LONG, IT WAS JUST I HAD A REALLY BUSY FEW WEEKS, I JUST GOT BACK OFF HOLIDAY, THEN THE WEEK BEFORE THAT I WAS IN HOSPITAL WITH A HEAD INJURY! THE I HAVE IMPORTANT EXAMS THIS WEEK! GOSSH IM SO BUSY1 BUT IS SWEAR I WILL FIND TIME, I PROMISE!

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