Forgive Me?..

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

I should be crying; but i just cant let it show(This womans work Maxwell)

; Together again.

Bella's p.o.v

I've been out of hospital for two weeks, can't even begin to tell you how happy i have been until im alone.

Edward has been staying with me as he had a 'talk' with my dad about god knows what and somehow Charlie has said thats it ok for edward with move in for a while. Now dont get me wrong im over the moon that Edward will always be with me but i want to know what he had to say to Charlie to get him to agree with this! like seriously cause i would of thought charlie would rather shoot edward before letting him sleep in the same room never mind same bed as me!

I was sat on the cool bathroom floor trying to sort through my clothes, i needed to find something perfect for edward. He was coming to take me out somewhere special:3 im nervous, i dont even know why. It feel like we just met all over again. I suppose it sort of is really, since i lost my self i have to re build myself as my doctor said to me. Im perfectly fine as i keep telling everyone, yeah i'll get a night mare about twice a week, that is an improvement as i would wake up about three times every single night after having a nightmare. Im fine, really. I just hate the dark, i cant cope. I'll get the shakes and it feels like someone has placed a ton of bricks on my chest then pushing down on the bricks. Edwards said its cause i was kept in a dark room all the time; 'never saw the light'. I dont want to go back there. Also we had a thunder storm about four days ago..

Flashback;

** i was laid in bed waiting for Edward to get back from hunting. Silently watching the rain trickly queitly down my window, falling helplessly to the cold ground. I was deep in thought when i heard a craaack of thunder, i shot out the bed. Screaming, slowly crawling to the corner where i slowly rocked myself back and forth, crying silently.

I felt a cold hand touching my shoulder, i looked up to see edward concern face. He crouched down so he was able to look into my eyes.

"Bella, What's wrong? Why are you on the floor? Are you ok? Baby talk to me, i can ma-

i cut him off my flinging myself at him, he caught but in surpise he fell to the floor, but he made sure he took the fall so i perfectly fine. He sat there slowly rocking us until i was able to speak again.

"Thunder storm. It was a thunder storm when that ma-a-a-n-n found me"

Edwards arms tighten around me.

"Sh, bella its over. I've got you." **

So now edwards has promised that he will be there whenever there is a thunderstorm, Im fine with the rain; infact the rain sort of helps. its calms me, its peaceful.

With that thought alice comes running in the bathroom and drags me back to my room before placing on the bed and putting the box in front of.

Alice is jumping about like she has taking something, i raise my eyebrows at her and she just laughs.

"open it! open it! open it!"

"ok ok ok, gosssh calm downn!"

"hurrrrryy, your going to love it1 i just know it!"

i laugh queitly to my self, theres the alice i know and love.

I open the box before she climbs ontop of me and does it for me!