Forever Dawn

Chapter Five: Secrets to be revealed:

I can't help but think of Jake, I am so in love right now I can't help it. But, doesn't dad only read my mind when I say "dad" or "Edward"? So many things are sliding through my mind, like a river with driftwood flowing by. Well, since mom and dad trust him, I can't see why it would be bad. And I don't even know how to tell them. I don't want to do it through mind, I want to tell them physically. It's going to happen sooner or later anyway, there's no point in hiding it. As soon as they come home I'll tell them, I don't know how but I'll try. Why am I having such intense anxiety about this? Usually I'm not anxious about anything. But for some reason I am. Anxiety is a weird feeling, I mean. I've felt it before, but not this strongly. Love is powerful, it's got to be one of the most powerful feelings I've ever felt. Especially towards one person. I sound like a typical human teenager, ugh. My moms probably going to tease me about this if I tell them. I'm so glad Alice can't see me and Jake in her visions, that would've been awkward to tell my mom and dad before it happened. I carry on reading the book "Be not afraid of greatness. Some are born great, some achieve greatness, and others have greatness thrust upon them." For some reason those words made me feel at ease, it made me relate. It's like a tune, except written on paper. Words sing to me. Like Jakes voice, his words are like beautiful chimes of bells. I have to think of something to say to mom and dad, after all. They are my parents. They should know who I have and who I don't have in my life.