The Lost Boy

Chapter 13

I stomped up my steps that lead to the roof top, slammed the door open about to let out all my fury and pain on whoever had the slightest idea to disturb me. My face heated up with anger and my fist getting ready to lay one on this fool. However, as I looked up any anger I had vanished. The one person I needed right then and there showed up, it was Kendall.

"Kendall, is that really you? What brings you here?" I raised an eyebrow in curiosity.

"First of all to see my bestie, second to make sure you are okay because I never took off that ring. Just because we are very far away doesn't mean connection is lost and I can't feel your feelings. You have been down and I wanted to be there for you. Thirdly I have some news that will change some things more for better than of worse." Kendall finished.

I ran up to give her a hug because I missed and needed her. She hugged me back but I still wondered why this time is different. I have had many downs and she wasn't able to be there for me then. I obviously know she can't be there all the time, however, this time is rather curious because she never came and visited or helped me in those times. Hmmm, I don't know but maybe I will find out. If not I'll ask.

By this point the hug broke apart and I brought her over to a bench where she could spill the tea. I gave her a look of go on I'm waiting...

"Yeah, about the news..."she hesitated.

"Go on girl, spill the tea. At this point I am pretty sure nothing will surprise me."

*Kendall's POV*

Oh, boy Addison has no idea. I really don't want to tell her, but I guess I didn't come all this way for nothing.

"Okay so, the news I wanted to share with you is actually about Sebastian." I spat out.

"WAIT SEBASTIAN, WHAT ABOUT HIM. HOW DO YOU KNOW ABOUT SEBASTIAN?" Addy snapped out.

"Well, he sort of told me. I eventually connected the puzzle pieces and yeah. Sebastian is alright, he is in Neverland." I finished

"HE WHAT! KENDALL DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN I HAVE BEEN THROUGH OR HOW WORRIED SICK I WAS!?" Addy stood up and began lashing things out, "If he was in Neverland why didn't you bring him back?"

"Addy, I'm sorry. I didn't want to force him back we gave him a choice and he choose to stay. He is broken, lost, sad, depressed, and most importantly fed up with you acting like a child. He is just done with you and Jonathan fighting all the time. He cried himself to sleep every night to the sound of your screaming and rambling on back and forth with each other."

I could see her face drop and feel her heart sink. Addy knew I was right, but she wished I wasn't.

"So I...I..lost my little boy forever. I'll never get him back." Tears started forming in her eyes, "I was so overwhelmed and busy I never took time to make sure he was okay. I have failed as a parent. I just wanted to protect him and make sure he was happy."

"There is still hope. Peter and I have been discussing moving to Storybrooke. He wants to get rid of Neverland for good. Sebastian is starting to tone down his mother's stubbornness and let go. He is becoming more willing to move and go home. Peter and Sebastian have really become close buddies. He has shown Sebastian many things.

"Really. Promise me, when Sebastian does come back rather than fighting over him like you and Jonathan will share him. That boy has been one of the things that made you two the happiest and kept you together for so long."

"I promise. I'll find Jonathan and try to patch things up. I miss him a lot, more than I have ever expressed."

With that she smiled and I hugged her. I didn't want to leave her, but if Peter does go through with ending Neverland's existence then I will see her again soon.

"Well, is this goodbye?" Addy said disappointed

"I'm afraid it is, but I will hopefully see you again soon." I smiled.

I waved and she waved back. I took some of Peter's pixie dust and sprinkled it on myself. I began to levitate in the air and flew off. Addy stayed outside for a moment then returned into her apartment. I preceded flying to the second star to the right and straight on till morning.

Shortly after I took off I landed on the island. I was greeted by Peter who had a confused look upon his face. He walked me back to the camp where I would explain where I had been.

"Where have you been, the boys and I were worried you ran off or something!?" Peter continued, "LIKE WHAT IF YOU HAD GOTTEN KIDNAPPED OR EATEN BY AND RABID ANIMAL!"

I could see the anger in his face, but mostly the worry in his eyes. He began walking back and forth at a fast speed. Peter was anxious and never worried a whole lot, but when he did he goes into a full blown panic attack. I notice he moved to his bed and curled up in a little ball and just rocked himself.

"Peter, it's okay. I just went to see Addy. I felt bad that she didn't know and thought that I would most likely be the only one who could tell her without getting killed or severely hurt." I paused, "Wait did you think I left you?"

"What do you think...?" He mumbled.

"Oh Peter! Why would you think that?" I walked over to the bed.

"I thought you left because of what I said about starting over and destroying Neverland. Maybe I became too overwhelming and you didn't love me anymore. I don't know, I always have doubt and think that any moment at any time everyone will leave me and I will be left alone forever..."

"I'm never going to leave you. I am by your side from dusk till dawn." I sat Peter up, wrapped my arms around him, and for the first time in a long time he cried.

*Peter's POV*

For the first in forever I cried, I finally broke. You never know how much someone means to you until you think you lost them and there gone. Only know your lover when you let them go.

Right where I was in Kendall's arm I felt loved, safe, and most importantly free. I felt captivated by the thoughts that go through my head. I was no longer lost amongst the fog that clouded my brain. Except now, ever since I met Kendall the voices are less and the fog is pretty much gone. Without her I would probably go mad, because the monster would be let out and there would be no one there to tame or stop it.

"Kendall?"

"Yeah?"

"I love you."

"I know."

"No really, I love you. Without you I would be a mess and you have made my life so much better."

"I love you too." She smiled and stood up. Kendall took my hand and brought me to the bathroom. She soaked a wash cloth in cool water and whipped my face. "Now get ready for bed my precious Pancake."

I returned her comment with a "really" sort of look, but I couldn't stay mad for long. I listened and eventually crawled into bed. Kendall followed shortly after. We cuddled up I kissed that back of her neck and she turned around and kissed my lips. Then she turned back around and fell asleep. I should probably get some sleep.

*Author's POV*

Everyone started to settle down, fire was put out, and the camp was quiet and at peace for the rest of the night.