R U T H L E S S

•thirty one - kidnapped•

I knew the moment, I looked into your eyes

I'll have to swallow all my pride

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Skye

I couldn't stop myself from thinking about. I shut my eyes for a second and breathed in the chilly air. I always had a feeling that he was hiding something from me and now, after today, I'm sure he's not telling me something.

"Hey wait!" I said and grabbed his hand when my eyes caught a tattoo on his finger.

"What?" He said and resisted from showing it to me.

"I saw that tattoo Justin, show me!" I said.

"Skye, its nothing, forget it" He said but I managed to pull his finger.

"Number one man" I read out his tattoo loud and my smile dropped. My brain started to that thing again where it almost remembers something but never remembers it exactly.

And then something clicked that almost made me gasp and I looked at the tattoo on my finger. 'Favorite Girl' the fonts of both our tattoos matched.

"That's enough of staring at my tattoo" He said and tried to pull his hand away but I held it tighter.

"Wait...our tattoos, they match" I said.

"What...Skye, that's crazy, I got this way back" He said and chuckled awkwardly.

"And I don't remember when I got this tattoo or anything about it at all" I said and he rolled his eyes.

"It's just a co-incidence or something, don't stress over it" He said and pecked my lips.

"No! This is not a co-incidence, stop lying to me and tell me what you're hiding from me!" I snapped and his smile vanished too.

"Skye, I'm not hiding anything" He said and I shook my head.

"I know there's something none of you are telling me, especially you. Something that happened before my accident, tell me what?" I said and he shook his head and cupped my cheek.

"Skye would you-

"What is it!? Did we sleep together or anything? I promise I won't get mad, just tell me because its killing me!" I said.

"Skye would you please calm down? Nothing happened, just get it out of your head" He said.

"Please tell me" I said softly and shifted closer to me and connected our foreheads.

"Baby please, don't stress over this. For me? Just calm down" He said.

"So you aren't going to tell me" I asked and he sighed before kissing me once again.

"I'm going to go for a walk, I need to clear my mind" I said and stood up but he grabbed my hand.

"You're not going alone, I'm coming with you" He said.

"Justin I'm not a baby, I'm fine now, I'm going alone" I said firmly and freed my hand from his grip before walking away.

He keeps avoiding to talk about anything that happened before my accident so I know for sure that something really serious happened and I don't remember it. I stopped when I realized that the woods were getting thicker.

I hadn't walked too far but it was dark and I should probably go back. I turned around and started walking back home.

I don't know if I'm over reacting or not. Things between me and Justin are going well and smooth. I like him a lot....maybe even more than just like.

But I'll never be at peace till I remember what I'm forgetting and by now I'm very sure that its something very, very important.

But I should probably go and say sorry to Justin for snapping at him like that. He's always taking it so calmly with me but I'm the one who's always-

"MHHMMRMMM" I tried to scream when someone placed something over my nose and mouth and simultaneously grabbed both my hands tightly too.

I tried to kick and scream but then my legs were grabbed too and everything started to spin suddenly. I started feeling dizzy and before I could even fight them, I felt myself starting to pass out.

Justin

"Justin, she'll come back any moment" Jayden said as I paced up and down my living room.

"It's been two hours Jayden, two fucking hours, I should've just followed her and never left her alone!" I said.

"Would you stop blaming yourself for everything Justin! And she'll be back don't worry" He said and I shook my head.

"She was asking about our tattoos today, she's starting to understand that she's forgetting something and keeps asking me to tell her" I said.

"Then why don't you? I think it's time you tell her" He said.

"What? No! We're doing so great Jayden, I don't wanna mess this up. If she remembers, she'll grow distant again and I don't want that" I said.

"But You know you'll have to tell her something, she's going to keep asking and she's smart enough to find out everything on her own" He said and I bit on my thumb nail.

"I'm so fucking confused and worried- I'm going to go find her Jayden, I can't be more patient" I said and I was walking to the door when Ella opened it and stepped in.

"Justin..." She said and I heard the crack in her voice. She looked like she was about to cry.

She then raised her hand and help up her phone so I could see it and a tear rolled down her cheek. I looked at her phone and saw the photo.

My eyes widened with horror and I couldn't hold back the gasp. It was a picture of Skye, tied to a chair and Felicia pulling at her hair so her face was visible.

"No...tell me this is fake" I said but Ella just continued crying.

"ELLA SAY SOMETHING!" I screamed and Jayden squeezed my shoulder.

"Justin, we need to start tracking her down soon, before Felicia can do something ugly" Jayden said and I felt the tears prick my eyes.

"I told you, I should've gone with her. She's not even completely recovered Jayden what if she....what if Felicia..." I trailed off and broke into sobs as Jayden hugged me.

"I promise you, nothing will happen Justin, Skye is a strong girl, she'll handle herself and we'll get to her soon" He said.

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BOOM

HOWS YALLS DOIN?

I'm just so sad lately for no fucking reason its irritating

-Love, S