R U T H L E S S

•twenty six - the crash•

But now I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

•••

Justin

"Justin! Justin!" Jayden came running inside my room.

"Whoa what's wrong?" I asked.

"I think Skye is leaving man!" He said and my heart dropped into the pit of my stomach and I took a step towards him.

"What?!"

"Yeah I just heard Ella say something like that" he said.

"No..." I muttered.

"Just go and stop her!" He said.

"But will she-

"At least go try!" He said and I swallowed.

I remembered how it felt the last time Skye had left.

It was one of the most painful things ever.

I nodded and ran to her room. I typed the code before barging inside her room and running to her bedroom.

I saw her folding her clothes and putting them in a huge suitcase. The sight made me panic even more.

I started to feel the signs of an anxiety attack. God, I haven't had that for so long!

I took long strides towards her and grabbed her by her arms and turned her to me furiously.

"What the hell are you doing?" I said through gritted teeth.

"I-I'm going home" she said, taken aback by my sudden actions.

"You are right there, you don't have to go anywhere else!" I said.

She shook her head and tried to push my hands away but my grip on her was tight.

"Justin, I really want to go" she mumbled softly.

"But why?!" I almost yelled.

"Please Justin, I don't want to stay here any-

"But why Skye?! Why do you not want to stay h-

"Because it hurts!" She yelled and flicked my hands away with all her power.

"It hurts being around you and knowing you don't feel the same about me!" She said as tears brimmed her eyes.

"What am I gonna do staying here? Watch you fool around with a new girl every month?!"

"You know it doesn't have to be any new girls, it can be just you" I said.

"But I don't want to be the girl you just fool around with! And you can't give me any more than that so moving out of here will help me at least try to move on from you" She said and started stuffing her clothes in the suitcase again making me tug at my hair.