R U T H L E S S

•twenty nine - deja vu•

  I know you, I walked with you once upon a dream
I know you, that look in your eyes is so familiar a gleam
And I know it's true that visions are seldom all they seem
But if I know you, I know what you'll do
You'll love me at once, the way you did once upon a dream 

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Skye 

"I can't believe I'm having a movie night with you two when I could read an amazing book" I said as Justin and Jayden plopped down on my bed and both of them mumbled 'nerd' under their breath.

"My ears are as sharp as my brain if you must know" I said.

"Just shut up and watch the movie with us for God's sake" Jayden said.

Both of them had taken the sides so I had no option but to lay down between the two of them. I pulled the covers over me but both of them got under it too.

Its been a month since I've returned from the hospital and I feel better everyday. But the most caring person to me has been Justin. He's always hovering around me, "Skye do you want something to eat?" "Skye its time for your medicines" "Skye you should rest now" "SKYE DON'T DO THAT! YOU STILL HAVEN'T RECOVERED COMPLETELY!" "Skye stop reading and give that brain a rest"

It's like all he does the entire day is take care of me. He even comes for a small jog with me which I started doing since last week. I'm never alone when I step out of the place, he is always there with me.

With him being around me for almost the whole day, we got a chance to talk and get to know each other and we've become great friends. Though, I get the butterflies when he's around, I try to keep my cool and not act stupid. 

I like having him around. He gets a little annoying when he bugs me to take my medicine but except that, he's really sweet.

By the end of the movie, me and Justin were pushed together on one side of the bed while Jayden had taken up an entire side as he snorted occasionally in his sleep.

"He never lasts an entire movie" Justin said and I chuckled.

I was more comfortable as I felt his warmth and my stomach erupted with a swarm of butterflies when he turned on his side towards me and levered his head on his arm.

Why do I suddenly become a blushy school girl around him?!

I looked at him and saw that he had a small smile on his face. I was about to ask him why he was smiling when suddenly I started feeling like I had been here before. In this moment, when he was laying beside me like that, smiling, but Jayden wasn't there. It felt like I'm experiencing the same moment for the second time.

"Skye are you alright?" He snapped me out.

"Uh yeah, I'm fine, I just thought I had a deja vu" I said.

"A deja vu? Of what?" He asked, his warm, brown eyes boring into mine.

"You, being here like this before, smiling the exact same way and I was beside you" I said and his face softened.

I realized, it's probably time to talk about it to him.

"It happens a lot. Whenever you're with me and we're doing something, suddenly, out of nowhere, I start feeling like I've done it before with you. I don't know why it happens" I said and he just kept looking at me for a minute and then smiled again but for some reason, he looked sad.

"It's just your silly mind playing games" He said and I shrugged.

"Also, you might not even know this but there's this tattoo on my finger and I have absolute no idea when I got it" I said and showed him the 'favorite girl' tattoo on my ring finger.